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I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! Philippians 4:13

He has seen me through so much, and I often feel like I fail Him.
On the other hand, He has given me so much more. He gave me a wonderful, caring, loving man to call Husband, a family that loves me unconditionally, and knowledge to accomplish all that I will allow myself.

I have lost count on how many times I have started over, but I continue to start over. I'm tired of starting over! I ...
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! Philippians 4:13

He has seen me through so much, and I often feel like I fail Him.
On the other hand, He has given me so much more. He gave me a wonderful, caring, loving man to call Husband, a family that loves me unconditionally, and knowledge to accomplish all that I will allow myself.

I have lost count on how many times I have started over, but I continue to start over. I'm tired of starting over! I want to get healthy and not hurt every day because of the extra weight I carry. I pray that God sees me through this endeavor, and gives me the strength that I so desperately need and seek.

I have only recently been able to admit that I have a food addiction and that I binge eat. If I look back on my past I can see a few things that could trigger this behavior, my first husband walking out on me a few months after a life altering car wreck, a couple of abusive boyfriends, and 2 miscarriages. I believe that the biggest trigger was the first husband leaving. It causes me to wonder, unsubstantialy, if my current husband will walk in one day and say he no longer loves me and walks out on me. It really is a silly irrational thought, but it lingers anyway.

Enough!!! I can NOT continue to dwell in the past! It is time to dwell on the present and the future!

I can and will do this! With the love and support of those around me and the comforting peace the Lord has for me!

Peace, love, and hope to all who have faith in Him!
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Member Since: 1/5/2011

SparkPoints: 12,508

Fitness Minutes: 5,811

My Goals:
Eat healthy and clean as much as possible.
To exercise more consistantly.
To love more fully.
To laugh more loudly.
To pray constantly.

My Program:
Eat a more balanced and healthier diet and exercise 4-5 days a week.

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3/7/2016 9:55:03 AM

Welcome to the All Health Professionals SparkTeam!

So pleased you've joined our Team!

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