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My name is Drew, 38 years old and I'm in Sacramento, CA.
I have wrestled with this long enough. This needs to happen. And now. As my close friend Jim Morrison would say " Is everybody in? The ceremony is about to begin..."
I guess that is the big question. Am I in? Am I down for the challenge? I have been here before and I hope I will not be here again. I can't be here again. I don't think I could handle one more time of reaching a goal and then completely losing it!
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My name is Drew, 38 years old and I'm in Sacramento, CA.
I have wrestled with this long enough. This needs to happen. And now. As my close friend Jim Morrison would say " Is everybody in? The ceremony is about to begin..."
I guess that is the big question. Am I in? Am I down for the challenge? I have been here before and I hope I will not be here again. I can't be here again. I don't think I could handle one more time of reaching a goal and then completely losing it!
At one point I had lost 70 pounds and was well on my way to being the person I once was, then something inside me snapped. I just started not caring anymore.
I have snapped back and have come to terms with what needs to be done. We shall see what the journey yields. What do the 12 Steppers say "Easy does it" and "One day at a time"? There is some wisdom in that for sure. That has to be my mantra for now.
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Member Since: 9/14/2009
SparkPoints: 865
SparkAmerica Minutes: 1514
My Goals:
The pictures say it all. I have totally forgotten who I am and where I want to be in my life. I want to be a rock star. I want to be stared at for looking healthy and fit, not over weight and on deaths door. I want to have the motivation and energy to do anything that comes to my mind. Not have to worry weather or not I can physically do it. Sit at a restaurant booth comfortable. I don't want to be able to use my stomach as a table. I want my legs to stop swelling and my feet to stop hurting. I want to be around to see my grandkids.
My Program:
I am going with the flow on this one. I have a lot of knowledge that I have used in the past to achieve amazing results. I lost site of my emotional reason for what I was doing and got to into the program and the science and ignored the reasons that make me eat like crap. So my program will be more about fixing the inside all the while knowing the outside will catch up in due time. Patients is my program!
Personal Information:
I am 38 years old, been married to the same beautiful woman for the last 20 years and have two amazingly gifted and stubborn children that frustrate me on a daily basis. Creativity is how I make money (not a bad job to have) and I am really into music, movies and art. I love the thought of exotic places and travel and hope I will have the means to do so someday. I am flawed, broken, brilliant and love life.
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"Your not dieing, you just can't think of anything good to do"
Ferris Beuller
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