This pic is pure awesomeness. So ispirational!
This is virtual model projection of 1. how I am, more or less 2. my realistic goal 3. my dream aim
Michela, from Italy. Worse than living in the country of good cooking there is the fact that I come from a family where everyone, starting from my grandmother, has worked/works as a cook. Even my sister's husband.
As the only black sheep of the family, working, breathing and living Information Technology, and REALLY hating everything food-restaurants related, in my relative's conceptions I have AT LEAST the due of COMPLETELY CLEANING my portion and take a second one.
Or they take offence.
Sort of horror story uh?
It isn't. Really.
Real horror is that I have lived ALL my life without beeing aware of it, and feeling guilt because I don't love cooking as much as they do, so I had to make them happy somehow.
Then they all started same behaviour with my son. And I saw and understood that they all were interested in feeding their ego more than our health.
I think that if I am fat and I want to eat healy, a really loving parent/relative/sister, should be happy, and no getting mad...
I need to learn to eat healthy, with my daily dose of vegetable, and stick to fitness routines.
I know it really is all I have to do to lose weight, but it easier said than done.
I have bought a kinect game, YourShape, Fitness evolved.
I love it and I am sticking to it at this moment. I am planning to buy a dance one too...and go to a real dance class as soon as I will have lost some weight!! :)
I am from Italy, I love my dog, my child, my friends, reading and blogging. I hope to make new friends here.
| current weight: 328.0