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My name is Tasha. I am 29 years old and I live in Ohio. I am an Xray tech. I have a wonderful boyfriend named Caleb :) and two dogs named Lollie and CJ.

I have lost and gained. And my self esteem is lower now than ever before. At one point I was down 50 pounds and at the lowest weight I had ever ever been. I am now at the highest. I feel like a failure. And I feel disgusted. I keep seeing pictures of myself and I just cringe.

I miss the thin feeling. I miss my scrubs ...
My name is Tasha. I am 29 years old and I live in Ohio. I am an Xray tech. I have a wonderful boyfriend named Caleb :) and two dogs named Lollie and CJ.

I have lost and gained. And my self esteem is lower now than ever before. At one point I was down 50 pounds and at the lowest weight I had ever ever been. I am now at the highest. I feel like a failure. And I feel disgusted. I keep seeing pictures of myself and I just cringe.

I miss the thin feeling. I miss my scrubs not cutting of circulation. I miss being able to cross my legs like thin girls. I miss seeing my collar bones. I miss liking pictures of myself. I miss just feeling comfortable.

So, when ANEWMACKENZIE called us all out on Facebook for abandoning our Spark Pages, I knew it was the moment I needed to get my butt back in gear. It is sooooo hard though. I need my old support group back. I need to feel like I did 5 years ago when I joined SP. I need it to all be new and exciting again. And I need something to work towards.

So, starting today, March 24, 2014, I am going to work.
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Member Since: 6/22/2009

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My Goals:
Lose this stupid weight AGAIN! How did I gain it all back? Ugh....Anyway, I can do it again....




My Program:
*1200 to 1500 calories
*drink tons of WATER
*no eating after 8 pm


Personal Information:
*my name is Tasha
*I am 28 years old
*I live in Xenia Oh
*No kids except my dog Lollie (pekingese)
*I am an xray tech and a pharmacy tech



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MADMANSMAMA87
5/8/2014 5:25:32 PM

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I wish you had enough SUN to keep your attitude BRIGHT!!

I wish you had enough RAIN to appreciate the sun MORE!!

I wish you had enough HAPPINESS to keep your spirit ALIVE!!

I wish you had enough PAIN to make even the SMALLEST joy seem THAT much BIGGER!!

I wish you had enough GAIN to satisfy your WANT!!

I wish you had enough LOSS to APPRECIATE all that you POSSESS!!

& I wish you had enough HELLOS to get you through your hardest GOODBYES!!

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Hope you're having a tranquil Thursday, Darling!
Stay Positive, Tash!!!

Jes



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5/2/2014 6:57:07 PM

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An old Cherokee man told his grandson,
"My son, there is a battle between two wolves going on inside us all."

One is EVIL. It is anger, jealousy, resentment, inferiority, lies & ego.
The other is GOOD. It is joy, peace, love, hope, humility, kindness, empathy & truth

The boy thought about it for a minute, and then asked,
"Grandfather, WHICH wolf wins?"

The old man quietly replied,
"The ONE you FEED."

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Never forget that you & only you can CHOOSE your attitude.
You CHOOSE which wolf to feed each & everyday!
If you are tired of feeling crummy,
STOP feeding the emotions that ONLY bring you down!
Always remember that a NEGATIVE attitude will NEVER create a POSITIVE life!!!
Choose To Be Happy,

Jes



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ASHESS85
4/30/2014 4:02:27 PM

Happy Wednesday girl! I hope you are having a fabulous week! emoticon



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4/28/2014 6:11:40 PM

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"Most of the SHADOWS of this life
are caused by standing in our OWN sunshine."
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ALWAYS choose to be thankful for the blessings you have been given!When things are tough, remember that someone out there wishes for, prays about & dreams of having those very things that you are taking for granted! Count your rainbows, not your thunderstorms! Don't dull your own sunshine by dwelling on negativity, bitterness or hate!

Dare to sparkle a little brighter, Darling!

Jes



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HOUNDOGLOVER76
4/24/2014 8:07:07 AM

I'm right around where you are, my highest weight to date, 214. We can do it! I joined WW 2 weeks ago today and I am hoping to see a smaller number tonight. Happy Thursday!



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