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My name is Tasha. I am 29 years old and I live in Ohio. I am an Xray tech. I have a wonderful boyfriend named Caleb :) and two dogs named Lollie and CJ.

I have lost and gained. And my self esteem is lower now than ever before. At one point I was down 50 pounds and at the lowest weight I had ever ever been. I am now at the highest. I feel like a failure. And I feel disgusted. I keep seeing pictures of myself and I just cringe.

I miss the thin feeling. I miss my scrubs ...
My name is Tasha. I am 29 years old and I live in Ohio. I am an Xray tech. I have a wonderful boyfriend named Caleb :) and two dogs named Lollie and CJ.

I have lost and gained. And my self esteem is lower now than ever before. At one point I was down 50 pounds and at the lowest weight I had ever ever been. I am now at the highest. I feel like a failure. And I feel disgusted. I keep seeing pictures of myself and I just cringe.

I miss the thin feeling. I miss my scrubs not cutting of circulation. I miss being able to cross my legs like thin girls. I miss seeing my collar bones. I miss liking pictures of myself. I miss just feeling comfortable.

So, when ANEWMACKENZIE called us all out on Facebook for abandoning our Spark Pages, I knew it was the moment I needed to get my butt back in gear. It is sooooo hard though. I need my old support group back. I need to feel like I did 5 years ago when I joined SP. I need it to all be new and exciting again. And I need something to work towards.

So, starting today, March 24, 2014, I am going to work.
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Member Since: 6/22/2009

SparkPoints: 14,837

Fitness Minutes: 10,442

My Goals:
Lose this stupid weight AGAIN! How did I gain it all back? Ugh....Anyway, I can do it again....




My Program:
*1200 to 1500 calories
*drink tons of WATER
*no eating after 8 pm


Personal Information:
*my name is Tasha
*I am 28 years old
*I live in Xenia Oh
*No kids except my dog Lollie (pekingese)
*I am an xray tech and a pharmacy tech



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JAN 22,2010 :)

-Done Girl of the Day

03/08/2010 :)

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NOTABOUTHEFACE
7/11/2014 10:42:09 PM

emoticon Congrats on your engagement! So happy for you!



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ASHESS85
6/27/2014 10:14:14 AM

Happy Friday!! Hope you have a fab weekend!



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MADMANSMAMA87
5/29/2014 4:35:11 PM

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NEVER discourage ANYONE
who CONTINUALLY makes PROGRESS
no matter HOW slow.

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Always remember that a step in the RIGHT direction, no matter HOW small, is STILL a step in the RIGHT direction! Don't be discouraged by SLOW progress for progress is progress no matter it's speed! As long as you focus each day on getting better & on moving forward, you will continually be moving in the direction of CHANGE, in the direction of HOPE & in the direction of SUCCESS! Each day brings reason to CELEBRATE!!! Choose to LIVE in the MOMENT!!! Choose to APPRECIATE each & every step that brings you closer to the BIG goal! YOU are STRONG, you are CAPABLE & you are DOING this & THAT is ALL that matters!!!

Stay Positive,

Jes

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LISAN0415
5/28/2014 12:28:43 AM

Hey there,

I am sorry that I have been gone for a while, I had some challenges and set backs this past year, and I posted a blog about it yesterday...

I know you have done a re-start on your healthy journey, so you understand my need to restart too. I just re-started last Thursday.

I am looking forward to cheering on my fellow Sparkers, and hearing from them.

Please let me know how you have been, and what's new with your journey.

Send me a message when you have time,
Hugs,
Lisa



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ASHWILLDOTHIS
5/18/2014 7:08:40 PM

Alright I live closer now so let's make that workout schedule lol

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