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My name is Tasha. I am 29 years old and I live in Ohio. I am an Xray tech. I have a wonderful boyfriend named Caleb :) and two dogs named Lollie and CJ.

I have lost and gained. And my self esteem is lower now than ever before. At one point I was down 50 pounds and at the lowest weight I had ever ever been. I am now at the highest. I feel like a failure. And I feel disgusted. I keep seeing pictures of myself and I just cringe.

I miss the thin feeling. I miss my scrubs ...
My name is Tasha. I am 29 years old and I live in Ohio. I am an Xray tech. I have a wonderful boyfriend named Caleb :) and two dogs named Lollie and CJ.

I have lost and gained. And my self esteem is lower now than ever before. At one point I was down 50 pounds and at the lowest weight I had ever ever been. I am now at the highest. I feel like a failure. And I feel disgusted. I keep seeing pictures of myself and I just cringe.

I miss the thin feeling. I miss my scrubs not cutting of circulation. I miss being able to cross my legs like thin girls. I miss seeing my collar bones. I miss liking pictures of myself. I miss just feeling comfortable.

So, when ANEWMACKENZIE called us all out on Facebook for abandoning our Spark Pages, I knew it was the moment I needed to get my butt back in gear. It is sooooo hard though. I need my old support group back. I need to feel like I did 5 years ago when I joined SP. I need it to all be new and exciting again. And I need something to work towards.

So, starting today, March 24, 2014, I am going to work.
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Member Since: 6/22/2009

SparkPoints: 14,837

Fitness Minutes: 10,442

My Goals:
Lose this stupid weight AGAIN! How did I gain it all back? Ugh....Anyway, I can do it again....




My Program:
*1200 to 1500 calories
*drink tons of WATER
*no eating after 8 pm


Personal Information:
*my name is Tasha
*I am 28 years old
*I live in Xenia Oh
*No kids except my dog Lollie (pekingese)
*I am an xray tech and a pharmacy tech



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JAN 22,2010 :)

-Done Girl of the Day

03/08/2010 :)

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LETYAK
11/23/2014 2:42:52 PM

Hey girl. I see you haven't been on lately. I'm just getting back myself. I hope to hear from you soon. Hope all is well!!



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MADMANSMAMA87
9/2/2014 9:34:24 AM


Focus on what you want your LIFE to look like,
Not just your BODY.
- - Sarah Failla - -

Happy Tuesday, Sweetheart!!!
Hope your day is filled with all sorts of beauty!!!
Hugs,

Jes

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TROPICALSTARS
8/19/2014 12:13:06 AM

Hey girl! How ru? I think about u every time I come on, glad to see your back. I'm back from a long hiatus, tho id sign on one in a while. Now I have a ton to lose so my work is cut out for me! Congrats on the engagement! What else is new?

Ps my last blog was about gaining my support from here back, so I know how u feel about being at the highest weight ever and losing touch (just read ur profile)

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NOTABOUTHEFACE
7/11/2014 10:42:09 PM

emoticon Congrats on your engagement! So happy for you!



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ASHESS85
6/27/2014 10:14:14 AM

Happy Friday!! Hope you have a fab weekend!



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