I'm in a fairly happy place in my life and have just one nagging little annoyance- I'm unhappy about my size. I would like to be size wise where I was about 4-5 years ago. I'm not horribly overweight by any means but definitely a little 'soft' in places I'd like to not be soft in. Not to mention the ridiculous amount of clothing I own but can't wear! In the last year or two I've fluctuated some, but haven't managed to stay down where I want to be.

For me, food isn't so much of an ...

I'm in a fairly happy place in my life and have just one nagging little annoyance- I'm unhappy about my size. I would like to be size wise where I was about 4-5 years ago. I'm not horribly overweight by any means but definitely a little 'soft' in places I'd like to not be soft in. Not to mention the ridiculous amount of clothing I own but can't wear! In the last year or two I've fluctuated some, but haven't managed to stay down where I want to be.

For me, food isn't so much of an issue but I do have a horrible addiction to Peanut Butter M&M's & sugar in general. Mostly I just get lazy about it. Don't feel like cooking, so I eat out like 10 times a week. Ugh!

The BIG problem lies in the fact that I don't exercise.... like, at all. I should! I know it, I feel it & my brain even wants it! But I am constantly excusing myself from it for many various semi-legitimate reasons that basically all boil down to the same thing- Purely excuses. I need motivation & desprately need support! My girlfriends all think I'm crazy, fine the way I am and not at all in need of losing an ounce. My Boyfriend would love to see me toned & trim, but isn't exactly a pillar of support as he tends to either make me feel bad (accidentally, not intentionally) or he makes excuses for me too!

Truth is, I work full time 40-50 hours a week. I desprately want to make the time to get fit and make the effort to eat better but it's tough to work that into my life right now, so here I am to try, try again.

I stuck to this spark thing like glue for a little while about a two years ago and managed to lose nearly 10 full pounds but then I fell WAY off the wagon and never managed to get back on track so now I just need to RECOMMIT and be determined to do this!

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