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I'm 54 and have spent half my life heavy. I was heavy as a child where I was taught to "finish everything on your plate because of the starving chindren in ..... One night I told my mother to send it to the starving children and she slapped me. I learned to eat away every emotion that was "wrong" and to celebrate with food when I did well. As a teenager, I began walking and joined weight watchers. I lost weight and looked great. That was the start of the yo yo dieting. Lose weight only to gain ...
I'm 54 and have spent half my life heavy. I was heavy as a child where I was taught to "finish everything on your plate because of the starving chindren in ..... One night I told my mother to send it to the starving children and she slapped me. I learned to eat away every emotion that was "wrong" and to celebrate with food when I did well. As a teenager, I began walking and joined weight watchers. I lost weight and looked great. That was the start of the yo yo dieting. Lose weight only to gain more back. I've dieted myself up to 236, the fattest in my family. I am so ashamed to be seen by people and I'm such a disappointment to myself.
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Member Since: 1/24/2009

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My Goals:
I need to become healthier before it's too late. In the process I need to lose 80 lbs.

My Program:
I'm only putting one toe in at a time. I try to follow the nutrition quidelines, and my next goal is to start incorporating activity. This is all while working 12 hour shifts.

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I was born in Germany into an Air Force family. I moved to the US when I was 4 and started judging what grade I was in by how many schools I had gone to. This isn't conducive to long lasting friends..

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I'm a nurse practitioner that loves to read Dean R Koontz and Patricia Cornwell. I'm trying to start cooking for the first time in a long while.
I became gluten free the end of 2013 and lost weight, but now I seem to be stuck. I started on the sparkcoach in the hope I can get re-motivated

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STARLIGHT615
2/18/2014 8:16:09 AM

Welcome to the West Valley Team!!



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UNICORN212
2/15/2014 12:30:14 PM

Welcome back to Spark People! I still think we are related somehow - see my comment below from way back...

I am in Glendale, near Glendale Community College. Where are you located?





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2/15/2014 11:10:48 AM

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FITSMALLCLOTHES
2/9/2014 9:35:03 PM

Hi Susie. Welcome to Grain Brain and so much more. I am a nurse and you look like a fun lover.
I have emotionally, habit, and stress eaten most of my life. I now eat a lot of fat and it is so delicious and satisfying. We usually cook one day a week and have most things left over.
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-BLESSINGS-
2/9/2014 3:37:39 PM

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Hi & Welcome to the ~New Beginnings for emotional eaters~ team

Thank you for choosing to join Us....
Please make yourself right at home...

~Wishing you all the Best ~ Deby

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