I was 275 3 yrs ago and lost down to 140 I'm 5'7 so everyone told me I needed to gain some weight back because I looked sick. I was a treadmill addict thats how I lost the weigh before was with the treadmill daily. I'm 34 now and have lost my husband for a skinny girl because when I was told to gain weight back I gain some back then a lil more and then he didn't want me anymore because I was over weight now here I am again right back where I started. I'm with a guy now who is somewhat ...

I was 275 3 yrs ago and lost down to 140 I'm 5'7 so everyone told me I needed to gain some weight back because I looked sick. I was a treadmill addict thats how I lost the weigh before was with the treadmill daily. I'm 34 now and have lost my husband for a skinny girl because when I was told to gain weight back I gain some back then a lil more and then he didn't want me anymore because I was over weight now here I am again right back where I started. I'm with a guy now who is somewhat supportive of the weight gain and also my severe OCD and anxiety and depression. Even though I hear alot of "Snap out of it" when it comes to the OCD, Anxiety and Depression. I can't get it through his head that its a chemical embalance not something I want to do or feel that I can snap out of, I only wish it was that easy. So Now I'm back to between 240-250 lbs again and feel terrible about myself. I hate going in public, I hate going out with my girlfriends because they are smaller than me. I hate for my boyfriend to have to look at me naked. I need friends who have been there and can talk to me for support and keep me on track and motivated so I can feel good about myself again.

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