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This isnt something i planned. I mean really, who in their right mind would wake up one day and said hey I want to gain 100 pounds and then have to work their but off to try to get it to go away and each time end up failing? welll i am done failing. I am not sure when i got this way and it almost seems like i woke up one moring and there was the extra poundage.... and i wish that was how it was but to my disappointment it wasnt and i am very much to blame for how i have treated my own body. ...
This isnt something i planned. I mean really, who in their right mind would wake up one day and said hey I want to gain 100 pounds and then have to work their but off to try to get it to go away and each time end up failing? welll i am done failing. I am not sure when i got this way and it almost seems like i woke up one moring and there was the extra poundage.... and i wish that was how it was but to my disappointment it wasnt and i am very much to blame for how i have treated my own body. sooooo now i am here and asking... more like begging for some help.... i am scared to fail..... again. and i need this. i need to get my health on track and get my body back.




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AZSPARKER82
1/22/2010 12:01:13 AM

How went your first week? My second to be honest kind of sucked. Not because of the program, mind you, but because I allowed myself to get into a big ole funk. BLEH! I need to banish that funk and get moving and sparking for me. So, I'm trying to share the love, as that benefits everyone, right? hehe. Anyway, I hope you're doing well! What a crazy time that first week is, no?



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AZSPARKER82
1/14/2010 4:52:30 PM

Hey welcome to SP! If you need any support, I'm only a little more than a week into my journey (uhh, second attempt/ I lost 25 lbs last time then ran screaming and gained back 21. Apparently, you have to be OK with losing weight and looking better, who knew!?) but I'm really happy with it. I love the community, but even more all the information they make available. Seriously, if I have ANY question, this site has it!

So, good luck! I'm rooting for ya!



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PIGLETSMALL
1/14/2010 11:48:52 AM

Hi Steph!

Welcome to SP! It's great to meet you and have you on here. You look as sweet as your mum! (I'm from England so my spellings are a little different!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you for tomorrow! Are you doing anything exciting???

Pop in and see me sometime it would be nice to see another friendly face on my page!

Hugs and love x



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FREDDIE32
1/14/2010 9:30:19 AM

I know you can do this!!! We will do it together- I am so proud of you and so proud to call you my daughter! I LOVE YOU and always will- no matter what size you are. My prayer for you is that you will learn about more about yourself through this journey and what you really need to suceed. I will be here always-
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