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20 years old, live in London, UK.

i'm very much an all or nothing person, and with my attitude to food this really has to change! in short, i was at my lowest weight last summer at 93lb, giving me a BMI of 18.7 (i'm 4"11) and even though that's a low number and i did look slim, i wasn't happy because it wasn't the body i wanted. i lost weight, yes, but i probably lost lots of muscle along the way too - because i did it so fast, unhealthily, obsessively and in a way that was ...
20 years old, live in London, UK.

i'm very much an all or nothing person, and with my attitude to food this really has to change! in short, i was at my lowest weight last summer at 93lb, giving me a BMI of 18.7 (i'm 4"11) and even though that's a low number and i did look slim, i wasn't happy because it wasn't the body i wanted. i lost weight, yes, but i probably lost lots of muscle along the way too - because i did it so fast, unhealthily, obsessively and in a way that was mentally wrong and damaging. it's still hard for me to fight with those voices that tell me 1000kcal is too much, or that i have to exercise to burn off everything i eat - because once i get in this "losing weight" frame of mind, it takes over my life and in fact just makes me gain weight again straight after!

so i have to keep these disordered thoughts at bay, but also lose weight healthily and build more muscle and have a body and lifestyle that i'm proud of.

just as a note, people have commented that my goal weight is extremely low, and i do realise that - i've set it as a goal that i would want to weigh if i had the same body composition as now. but i'm really hoping to weigh more than that and have more muscle, i'm not trying to emaciate myself i promise :)





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My Goals:
to have more confidence,

to be happy.

to be proud of who i am, and not let anything hold me back.

My Program:
1000-1300 calories a day

40mins cardio a day

25-30 mins strength training:

- 400 arm lifts with band
- 150 leg curl crunches
- 150 twist crunches
- 50 bridge leg lifts

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BELLE!
3/27/2008 9:19:28 PM

WELCOME TO THE SECRET WE ARE SO HAPPY TO HAVE YA!



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PIESZCHA
3/27/2008 8:07:05 PM

Welcome to the Breaking Out... team. We're happy you've decided to join us. Grab some tools you'll learn from the team and bust out of this food jail once and for all. Be sure to check out the Welcome thread, as it explains the concept behind the group. I am sure you will be able to relate. Cheers.



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WCARTIST
3/27/2008 2:55:48 PM

Welcome to the “Make Life Happen on Purpose” team. It’s a wonderful team with a positive attitude & great motivation. Please post & read so we can get to know each other, if you have questions please email me. Linda



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APPLEHEAD326
3/27/2008 12:05:13 AM

Hey! Thanks for wishing me a happy birthday. I am feeling a lot better today, too! Hope to hear from you again soon! Good luck with your goals!
Your SparkFriend,
Desiree



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KRISTINDAILY
3/26/2008 8:44:33 AM

hi! thank you for the awesome comment and for adding me as your sparkfriend :) let me know if you ever need a buddy ... that's what we're here for, right?

good luck and make sure you keep in touch!

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kristin



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