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i've recently lost 95 pounds, but still have 45 more to go. i have an eating disorder so anytime i eat what i consider to be a lot of food i mentally degrade myself over it and continue doing so until i finally do loose weight. The main thing i care about is the weight loss so it is very hard for me to not use the scale as the ultimate judge on the value of me as a person. The excess skin is really starting to get to me at this point. i'm not sure i'm ever going to truly recover from my ...
i've recently lost 95 pounds, but still have 45 more to go. i have an eating disorder so anytime i eat what i consider to be a lot of food i mentally degrade myself over it and continue doing so until i finally do loose weight. The main thing i care about is the weight loss so it is very hard for me to not use the scale as the ultimate judge on the value of me as a person. The excess skin is really starting to get to me at this point. i'm not sure i'm ever going to truly recover from my eating disorder.
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Member Since: 11/30/2009

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my main goal is to loose weight, but also to tone up.

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i'm being careful about the food i eat and i'm focusing on exercising. i've set a smaller goal for myself and am planning a reward when i meet that goal.

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i live in West-central Florida. my FetLife id is the same as this one.

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BARBIEE52
6/22/2013 2:12:42 AM

Wishing you a very wonderful, relaxing weekend! Have fun!!

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6/14/2013 11:33:39 PM

Dropping by to wish you a very relaxing weekend!! Spend time with your family, friends, and time for yourself as well.
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6/10/2013 10:21:01 AM

Thanks for your comment on my blog



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KONOHA-NIN
6/8/2013 10:40:12 PM

Thanks for your comment on my blog earlier today. I just read your page intro...you sound like you've been doing really well. Sorry to hear you say "i'm not sure i'm ever going to truly recover from my eating disorder" - you can do it! I have those kinds of negative thoughts too (all the time), but please try to believe in yourself! You're worth it, and I totally believe we can truly recover from EDs.



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