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The last eighteen months have been long and grueling, filled with meds that caused weight gain as well as a serious lack of motivation. It's time for all of that to change. I'm starting my life over, and this time I am going to STICK WITH IT.


Throughout most of my childhood, I was overweight. I got tormented on a daily basis at school, and suffered from extremely low self-esteem, and insecurity. I envied every pretty, skinny girl and felt completely unworthy. I felt ashamed ...
The last eighteen months have been long and grueling, filled with meds that caused weight gain as well as a serious lack of motivation. It's time for all of that to change. I'm starting my life over, and this time I am going to STICK WITH IT.


Throughout most of my childhood, I was overweight. I got tormented on a daily basis at school, and suffered from extremely low self-esteem, and insecurity. I envied every pretty, skinny girl and felt completely unworthy. I felt ashamed to call myself a girl. When I turned 12, I was 5'5 and up to 160 pounds. I knew if I wanted to enjoy my life, I had to lose weight. I was dedicated to working out on a daily basis, and dropped about 50 pounds by the time I was 14.

My teenage years were dedicated to working out, and looking good. I had suddenly become this "hot" girl and go so much attention from guys, and I loved it. My lowest weight was 118, and the majority of my adolescence, I weighed between 120-130.

For three years of college, I maintained my weight of 125. My senior year, however, I somehow packed on about 15-20 pounds. I was taking Zoloft for two years, and I knew weight gain was a side effect. I can't put the blame entirely on the meds, though -- I lived with my best friends who LOVE to eat more than anything else in the world, and although I was able to stay committed to eating healthy for three years, I finally gave in and was constantly eating garbage. Before I knew it, my clothes started getting tighter and tighter, and here I am with fifty disgusting, unwanted pounds gained.

Enough is enough. I miss being the confident person I once was. I am tired of living in sweatpants. I am tired of being ashamed of how I look. I am tired of avoiding photographs. I am ready to embark on a life-changing journey of healthy eating and exercise. I don't ever want to have to feel this disgusting, insecure and uncomfortable ever again.

I am ready to become ME again!
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Member Since: 1/1/2010

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My Goals:
- lose a total of 50 pounds
*10 lbs by 4/15
*20 lbs by 5/15
*30 lbs by 6/15
*40 lbs by 7/15
*50 lbs by 8/15

-at least 20 mins of cardio 5x a week

-at least 20 mins of yoga 4x a week

-track food everyday while staying on track

- GET MY CONFIDENCE BACK!

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*10 pounds lost -- Sally Hansen nail stickies & Katy Perry/OPI black crackle polish
*20 pounds lost - New pocketbook (Betsey?)
*30 pounds lost - Nike dunks
*40 pounds lost - Yoga class membership
*50 pounds lost - NEW WARDROBE!

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GRAPEVINE60
9/2/2011 3:29:50 PM

I'm a new leader for Positive Vibes. I hope everything is going well for you. Let me know if I can help in any way. Have a good weekend.



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CTEMPLE
5/5/2011 6:25:00 AM

Hi SK1NNYB1TCH and Welcome to the Dealing with Anxiety Team. Feel free to visit our boards and introduce yourself, we are a friendly team. It's good to know we're not alone. Hope to see you around.
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STRI23
4/9/2011 1:15:53 AM

Hey how's it going?



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LETSSTARTOVER
2/24/2011 10:32:28 PM

Hi, thanks for adding me!! Good luck reaching your goals!
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DLAVECCH
2/21/2011 6:05:05 PM

Hey!! Thanks for the add! We have similar goals in mind, which is awesome because then we can motivate one another :D

I don't mean to creep, but I just noticed the post below mine, and 8-10lbs in a week!? Whoa! Share the secret? haha!!

We can do this! :)



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