Seeeriously it hurts so bad. I've had to pull out my size 16 work pants again.. my size 14 jeans...ugh! Big shirts again... hate it. And I SERIOUSLY forgot how uncomfortable being fat is...I shaved my legs yesterday, and UGH it was so awkward and awful and I wanted to cry by the end of it. HATE HATE HATE it. We are the same weight (just about, I'm 205) so I know exactly how you feel. And I gained it so fast, ugh ugh ugh!! I DID manage a workout yesterday, but did HORRIBLE with food (chips, cookies, marshmallows, grilled cheese, soda)... so my goal today is to do good with both exercise AND food.. we will get this back and be back on track and rockin it in no time. 1146 days ago
You know the cost of surgery is ALWAYS in my mind. It's been one year since then and I have to get out of this constant fear that I will gain all my weight back and waste the money from having it! I had the dang surgery to be more confident NOT to stress me out more! :) I think I just need a break. I'll weight once a month and go from there! I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels this crazy sometimes! 1146 days ago
Thanks for the blog comment! I'm definitely not worried about the sand. I don't think you should be too concerned about your outdoor wedding at the zoo either. Don't let your mom give you too much grief. My thought is, we wear these big fancy, usually expensive gowns for ONE day. It isn't like we are going to be wearing it again and again. So if it gets a little dirt on it during the ceremony, who cares? If the ceremony is what you've always wanted and if at the end of the day you end up married to the man you love, then who cares about some dirt on the dress!
Okay, sorry that turned into a half rant/half words of encouragement. 1161 days ago
for commenting on my She's Here Blog! I am so happy she's here! My Mom said the same thing when I called her about the tax credit, she does taxes on the side! Thanks and can't wait to get back into the swing of things. Congrats on your engagement! Glad to see familiar faces still at it when I got back to SP. Have an Awesome 2014 1165 days ago