SHELLE13   21,058
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My mom and I at the Turkey Trot 5K 2012 (I am about 222lbs here)





This pic makes me feel very embarrassed. Going to print it and put it on my fridge as a reminder





I feel so fat and ugly here, more importantly...embarrassed. March 5, 2011 (216.2)



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2013 - My Year of Change

Instead of writing an intro, I want to document my monthly accomplishments here instead. If you would like to know more about me, follow my blog...sometimes I am more honest than I should be! My starting weight was 230...I have struggled with my weight my entire life.

January: I am finally understanding what I need to do to drop this weight. I am also making the emotional connections that I have to food. I learned growing up, to cope with emotions, you eat. I am now trying to ...
Instead of writing an intro, I want to document my monthly accomplishments here instead. If you would like to know more about me, follow my blog...sometimes I am more honest than I should be! My starting weight was 230...I have struggled with my weight my entire life.

January: I am finally understanding what I need to do to drop this weight. I am also making the emotional connections that I have to food. I learned growing up, to cope with emotions, you eat. I am now trying to unlearn this. Knowing what is happening it the first step!

February: Stopping and taking a moment to think BEFORE eating for emotional reasons does wonders! Plus, figuring out what your feeling helps in other parts of your life...I'm finding I was ignoring my emotions so much by eating, that it took me time to understand the difference between anger, sadness, frustration, etc. When you numb yourself with food...emotions seem to have only one label and it doesn't seem to help me resolve anything else in my life. Stopping, thinking and understanding has made a world of difference!

March: If you don't understand WHY you are eating or treating yourself with anything else but love, you will never lose the weight Kristi. You need to get to the heart of the problem to understand and resolve it!

April: I never considered myself a binge eater. However, after this month, I am realizing what I am doing. I do well for several days, then something worries, upsets or frustrates me, and I take it out on food. Well, I take it out truly on my body, because its my body that suffers when I eat. Then, I spend the next week trying to lose what I gained and then it happens again. This is why I keep going up and down the same 5-10 pounds. April...you were an eye opener!
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SHELLE13 is @ 1529 calories for the day! Woot woot! Trying hard not to eat anything else. Not hungry, just ancy!
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Member Since: 7/6/2007

SparkPoints: 21,058

Fitness Minutes: 31,057

My Goals:
To learn how to live a healthy life, taking care of myself and putting myself first instead of last.

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2013 Goals
5/13 To be at 196
6/29 To be at 182
8/31 To be at 164
10/26 To be at 148
12/24 To be at 134!
Means: 1550 calories a day plus 500 calorie burn a day! Mathmatically, it works. Let's see what happens! Go Fitbit and SP!

My Program:
* Fitbit - Tracking fitness/steps
* SP - Tracking food, connecting with Fitbit One
* WW Meetings - For emotional support and encouragement

* No soda, unless going to a bar, then can have Diet Coke
* Limiting sugar, usually have on Saturday (1x)
* Gluten Free
* Keep dairy to a minimum, lactose intolerant

Personal Information:
Location: Southern Cali
Love the beach, walking outdoors, hanging out with friends, going to the movies, reading and have a passion for travel.

Truly believe you can do ANYTHING you set your mind to!

Very optimistic and looking forward to learning how to be healthy once and for all!

Other Information:
"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, therefore,
is not an act but a habit".
-Aristotle

“Don’t be fooled by the calendar. There are only as many days in the year as you make use of. ” – Charles Richards

"You is kind. You is smart. You is important." ~Aibileen Clark, The Help

"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." ~Eleanor Roosevelt

"Whether you think you can or think you can't - you are right." ~Henry Ford

"Do or do not. There is no try." ~Yoda

"Love yourself first and everything else falls into line. You really have to love yourself to get anything done in this world." ~Lucille Ball

"You can't out train a bad diet." ~Anonymous

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CORKYTHEMOM1
5/20/2013 2:55:32 PM

emoticon Kristi!! Let's put the UMPH in triumph to meet our weekly goals! Put the UMPH in triumph by bringing fun and enjoyment into our journey! Put the UMPH in triumph to go out and live our lives as we have imagined it! With enough UMPH, we CAN and WILL have a WOOHOO week!

"The difference between try and triumph is just a little UMPH." ~ Marvin Phillips

emoticon U = U are Worthy! ~ U Can Do It! ~ U are a Winner! ~ U Deserve It!
emoticon M = Maintain Focus on the Goal ~ Daily Commitment & Follow-Through!
emoticon P = Practice Choices ~ Belief in Self ~ Inspire Yourself and Others!
emoticon H = Healthy Nutrition ~ Varied Fitness Activity ~ Embrace Inner Well-Being!


~ Monika ~ emoticon



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And Happy Belated Birthday!! emoticon



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