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I love myself, just as I am! I do! BUT I do want to be healthier than I am now...and smaller than I am now. I want to be able to put a halter top on and think "WOW' instead of "mmm...is that not cute on me because of my size..." I am trying to find some sort of happy median that is not a diet that I can never stick to, but a way of life that will get me to where I want to be. Despite the fact that I am busy with 2 jobs and my family I have to make time for myself and work at getting to ...
I love myself, just as I am! I do! BUT I do want to be healthier than I am now...and smaller than I am now. I want to be able to put a halter top on and think "WOW' instead of "mmm...is that not cute on me because of my size..." I am trying to find some sort of happy median that is not a diet that I can never stick to, but a way of life that will get me to where I want to be. Despite the fact that I am busy with 2 jobs and my family I have to make time for myself and work at getting to where I need to be. I have to remember that taking care of myself is part of taking care of my family!

I have been overweight since I was a child and most of my adult life. The heaviest I have ever been was 250, the smallest I have ever been is 155. I lost a lot of weight after I had my second daughter by working out 1-2 hours a day and taking diet pills...but diet pills are not a long term solution. I was a stay at home mom/full time student so finding time to workout was easy with such a flexible schedule. I lost all of the weight my senior year of college and once I graduated and started my career I just slowly packed the pounds back on. Who knew that sitting in front of a computer for 50-60 hours a week for work is not good ;) Working so much plus having a family left me with little time to workout and that was what I stopped doing. Plus a steady diet of nachos and beer does NOT help! My diet became out of control and I stopped working out. I got all of the way up to 220 over the last 5 years, yikes! Overeating has been a battle for me my whole life and I want to find a place where I can get past using food as a crutch in my life and be a happy healthy person. I know it is going to take a lot of sweat and tears (no blood I hope), but I AM doing this.

I know that this will be a journey and it will take time, and I am up to the challenge. Thanks for stopping by my page and good luck to you on your journey as well!
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Member Since: 4/6/2010

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I really want to get to a place where I am happy with my weight, feel healthy AND can maintain it! I don't want to weigh 120 lbs. I want to feel better about my body.

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Eating meat and veggies with limited dairy. Walking as much as I can.

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WOLFKITTY
11/6/2012 12:03:53 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2012!!!
Where are ya, Done Girl!? I hope no matter where you find yourself in life, you are definitely enjoying it this birthday!!

All the very best,
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JIBBIE49
11/9/2011 2:01:42 AM

emoticon Happy BELATED Birthday, DONE GIRL emoticon We are singing your song. emoticon

The Scorpio child is born to a father who didn't want a child, for whatever reason & this might never have been discussed in the home, but the sensitive little Scorpio child, who hates loud noises & over-stimulation, picks up on this & learns to not trust others. She is always asking herself "what do they want from me & what is in this for me?" She uses sarcastic comments to "get them first" since she is such an emotional person. This can certainly lead her to having a problem with obesity as food can be her "drug of choice".
Scorpio gets along with Pisces, Cancer, Taurus, Virgo and Capricorn. BUT, since Scorpio is insecure she MUST be in control of any relationship she is in and this can be difficult for others to take. IF she is sure she has a faithful partner, she will give all she has to a relationship.
Often, Scorpio supports the family. She does well working alone as she is NOT a "team player". She does well working in police work, as a detective, inspector, under-taker, or a businesswoman.

Scorpio never has an easy life as she is always in a struggle, but ever decision she makes is her own & she has no one to blame for her situation since she made it by her own chose. Scorpio is a natural athlete, so she doesn't have to be fat. She can make herself anything she wants as she can stay with and finish what she starts. She is never a victim as she rules her own life no matter how simple it is.

Like the other water signs, this sign is very sensitive and emotional. With Scorpio, unlike the water signs Cancer and Pisces, the emotions remain under rigid control. They may not even be apparent to those who are very close to you. When your emotions do erupt, they do so very violently, often with a strong burst of sarcasm and vindictiveness.
The strength of Scorpio is in the methods employed to meet every challenge. You approach everything with intensity and passion. Nothing is ever halfway because you put everything you have in your work; mind, heart, soul. You are one of those people who always gives 100% and sometimes more. Many born under the sign Scorpio become classic workaholics.
You may have an undesirable trait commonly found in the Scorpio person, holding a grudge for a very long time. The underside of Scorpio is often possessed with uncontrollable jealousies and the strongest passions. When offended the reaction is surely revenge. The higher side of Scorpio still dominates people and situations, but with much for the common good. This sign produces very few lukewarm people. You are either very bad or very good.
In Scorpio, the Sun is intense, skeptical and secretive. There is an intensity and a secretiveness in your makeup which results in an inscrutable persona most people cannot penetrate. This trait makes the Scorpio personality hard to detect. You like to remain incognito, and do so with your very secretive nature. You are a master at hiding your emotions. You neither flinch nor blush. It's hard for you to share your inner feelings with anyone.
You can be very critical and demanding, creating a forceful and dominating demeanor. You are strong-willed and determined, and you usually act with incisiveness. Your critical nature allows you to make shrewd and unusually accurate judgments at a rapid rate. You can penetrate the hidden agenda of those you meet. It is in your nature to protect yourself by knowing what your opponents are thinking and doing. You have uncanny intuition and accurate perceptions, making you almost psychic in understanding and making emotional connections with other people. Very few successfully earn your trust. Often, you experience difficulties with the authority figures in your life.
At home, you may be something of a tyrant, wanting everything done your way. You think you are always right and won't tolerate dissent. There is a tendency for you to impose your will on friends and family since you feel so passionately that your ideas are in their best interest. No one takes relationships more serious than you. Although you are highly attracted to, and attractive to, the opposite sex, in many respects you function well as a 'lone wolf' type. emoticon



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YICHE12
11/8/2011 5:39:46 AM

emoticon emoticon emoticon Happy Belated Birthday Done Girl. I hope that you had a truly wonderful day. Many emoticon



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11/7/2011 11:41:55 AM

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Happy Belated Birthday DONE girl!

I wish you the very best and congratulate you on your weight loss!

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