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I dont know why i chose that for my title but i guess even though i now live in Fla i am a New Yorker at heart,,, I never was a thin girl nor a small girl If i wore a 12 my friends all wore 6's and 8's so i grew with an image of being fat... Now i look back to my 12's and say how did i think i was fat?? :)

I have a choice I can either stay where and how i am and continue to hate myself or i can begin to love myself by trying to do something that would enhance my life,, ...
I dont know why i chose that for my title but i guess even though i now live in Fla i am a New Yorker at heart,,, I never was a thin girl nor a small girl If i wore a 12 my friends all wore 6's and 8's so i grew with an image of being fat... Now i look back to my 12's and say how did i think i was fat?? :)

I have a choice I can either stay where and how i am and continue to hate myself or i can begin to love myself by trying to do something that would enhance my life,,
So, Im here
I usually cant find too much that motivates me but just knowing there are others like me and that i can hear their stories is a type of motivation





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Member Since: 6/6/2010

SparkPoints: 1,676

Fitness Minutes: 864

My Goals:
as a professed Overeater and binge eater, I know i can never eat like "normal" people but i also know i dont like the results of my bingine, not only have i gained weight but i have lost all health and self esteem
Id like to learn to like me again and to look good when i look in the morror not setting myself up for the world to think i look good

My Program:
eating healthy smaller portions and planning them in advance so i take the temptation out of the way by having to male decisions when im hungry
to do something cardio daily and weights at least 3 times a week

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PATKEEF1
9/15/2012 10:23:50 AM

GOOD MORNING TRYING TO CATCH UP WITH MY FRIENDS. DARLING YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN ACCEPT THAT AND LOVE YOURSELF AS YOU ARE. WE ALWAYS TRY TO SEE OURSELVES THRU OTHER PEOPLES EYES. FACE IT NOT EVERYBODY IS A SIZE 5 OR 6. I TOO WAS ALWAYS A HEALTHY GIRL SIZE 12. I COME FROM ITALIAN CURVY WOMEN. ITS JUST THE BONE STRUCTURE WE WERE BORN WITH. I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO JUST BE 200 LBS AND FEEL GOOD WELL I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND LOVE AND LIGHT MS. PAT emoticon



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SENSUALWORDZ
8/21/2012 6:54:27 PM

Ms Pat Im with ya
starting tomorrow morning I no longer am the person I was today
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PATKEEF1
8/21/2012 5:05:22 PM

o k sweetie come get on my wagon..i have knocked on deaths door lost my son got off of oxygen got my heart stronger lost the use of my legs ( fell 3 tines the last i spent 16 hrs on the floor before i got help) i hurt so bad that i balled up and cried.are you still with me? what I'm trying to say is we are made of strong stuff. we can do anything we put our minds to. oh did i tell you I'm 70 yrs old. so i say pull up your big pants and dust yourself off and lets do this together lol Ms Pat



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IM_HIS_PRINCESS
6/13/2010 12:31:56 PM

emoticon to Sparkpeople!

Good Luck on your weight loss journey ! emoticon

Have an awesome summer! emoticon

-MaryAnn emoticon



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6/13/2010 11:49:23 AM

Welcome to SparkPeople!!!



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