Thanks for your comments on my blogs. What you said got me to thinking....as usual! I guess I should look at feeling alone as the universe giving me the gift of time , personal identity, and richness from within. If we are doing something that is unique, that implies that it is "one of a kind"......that it is not like anything else, that it stands alone as a something noticeably different. Creativity brings forth something new. But inspiration and reinforcement can happen in response to outer stimulation. Interesting how this brings together my two blogs, "You Can't Make a Heart Love Somebody" and the next one, "Validation" I thought that they were very different topics. But I think they really are part of the process of discovering my uniqueness and the need to value that personal, alone time so I have the opportunity to do so.
So....my husband is doing me a favor by ignoring me and allowing me to have this time for myself. Seriously, I mean that. Giving me this time IS ACTUALLY EXPRESSING THE KIND OF LOVE THAT I NEED RIGHT NOW....giving me the gift of space and time to have grow and have freedom of expression.