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I have tried everything to lose weight. I have battled for years with my size and usually end up gaining back more than I lost. I don't have much positive support in losing the weight. I have wonderful, loving people in my life, but they love me as I am and I hear a lot of "there's no reason to lose weight, I love you as you are" from the best of them or "You never keep the weight off, so why bother" from the rest. Nearly 30 years of needing total joint replacements that we thought were not possible (not going into the reasons why, they're in the "need to let go" category) really contributed to the weight gains.

12-2015
I had both knees replaced 3 years ago. It was the best thing I could have done for myself. Now, I just need to get myself back in gear, get the weight off again, and keep it off this time!

I will be going back to school in a few weeks, and while most people say "don't try to do too many things at once, you will fail" that doesn't work for me. I tend to do better when I'm actually doing several things at once. It's a momentum thing for me. If I slip on one thing while I'm working on several, I will pull myself back in line faster. If I slip while I'm only doing one thing, I give up. There are good and bad things about knowing yourself this well.

So, here we go...again...

2017-
It's been a long, rocky road and I'm nearly at the point I began...again. This time, things WILL be different.

I've dealt with the demons, and I'm emotionally much healthier. For good or bad, the "mama drama" is over, she passed in May. Like I said, I have dealt with the demons. She was difficult, but I loved her. And I was there when she needed me. I did the best I could with what I had. And it's good enough. There aren't any more backhanded "compliments" that are meant to damage me, there aren't any more snide comments, it's very different. It's going to be a long adjustment, I think.

I am a bit lighter than I was when I went to take care of mom the last time, so that's a little progress. I just need to keep making steps towards the me I want to be. I'm there emotionally and mentally, which is fit and healthy. The goal now is to get my body there too!


Member Since: 8/29/2012

My Goals:
Lose 10lbs before 1st surgery -well that didn't happen, surgery got moved up. I did lose 3lbs.
Weigh less than Hubs-GOT IT! 4th of July 2017. Now to STAY weighing less than Hubs.
Wear smaller jeans than my husband
Weigh less than when we met
Weigh under 200
Weigh under 170
Weigh under 150 (optional)


My Program:
Join SparkPeople -done it
Get knees fixed -LTKR 9-17-2012:RTKR 12-24-2012
Get back in gear.
Go back to school. Started in Jan. 2017, first graduation, May 2017. Second expected May 2018.
Stay busy
TRACK TRACK TRACK




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I answer to Seni, I live in Wisconsin. I married my best friend in 2011, the day before my birthday. I have an incredible son with an amazing singing voice. I have the greatest mother-in-law in the world. I knit and crochet and sell my wares at our local farmers market and craft shows. I'm currently also experimenting with a store front...


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    You will succeed if you persevere, and you will find a joy in overcoming obstacles . . . which you would perhaps never know if you did not sometimes slip backward. Helen Keller
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    To be successful in life, you have to believe in yourself first before you consider stepping into the business world. Geir Ness
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    Your time is your most precious asset. Do not give it away carelessly, and don’t fritter it away. Learn to say NO to requests for your time … Lisa Bloom
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    . . . you are enough just as you are . . . you are loved beyond measure and capable of anything. Kimberly Jones
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    Remember to look for the humor in the situation. Gail Lynne Goodwin
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