I saw your status update and just want to say I completely know how you feel!! after years of on again off again... lose and gain... i finally found what works for me... and you will too... I have a long road ahead of me... but together we can do this!! Keep your chin up and always remember its doesnt matter how many times you fall, but how many times you get back up that count!! Have a Sparkilicious Day!! Msg me anytime you need encouragement, Thats what we are all here for!!!