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Creating Balance
I want to achieve balance in my life. I used to obsess about my appearance and now I focus so much on my career that I have not been giving enough time to my health and appearance. I want to learn how to pursue my professional goals with passion and energy while leaving room to eat healthfully, stay active, and maintain a healthy weight. I want to get into better health and be more fit. I used to be in amazing shape--I could do a power yoga class, run for half an hour, and then go ...
I want to achieve balance in my life. I used to obsess about my appearance and now I focus so much on my career that I have not been giving enough time to my health and appearance. I want to learn how to pursue my professional goals with passion and energy while leaving room to eat healthfully, stay active, and maintain a healthy weight. I want to get into better health and be more fit. I used to be in amazing shape--I could do a power yoga class, run for half an hour, and then go for a swim all in the same day! I definitely couldn't do that now, and I want to get back the feeling of competence and strength that I had when I was in better shape. I want to be able to go into *any* store and fit into *anything*. I know that at any size some clothes complement our bodies better than others, but I at least want to be able to *fit into things*. I love to express myself through fashion and I absolutely hate that my weight really limits my ability to do that because I can rarely fit into the clothing that I like. I want to be visible in society. The sad truth is that when you are fat you are invisible. I experienced this before and then with an earlier weight loss, I could see the dramatic change in my interactions with other people and how they perceived me. Now that I've regained the weight, I'm back to that painful invisibility. It sucks!! I am doing this mostly for myself and when other people were telling me to do it but I hadn't formed the intention for myself, it just wasn't happening. Weight loss is *really* tough and if you're not 100% committed to it for your own reasons, it doesn't work. That said, I would really like for my husband to look at me the same way he did when we first started dating.
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Member Since: 7/12/2008
SparkPoints: 3,973
Fitness Minutes: 4,660
My Goals:
To lose weight. To look gorgeous. To be stronger. To feel healthier. To stave off and reverse weight-related physical ailments like disease and injury. To regain control over myself, my body, and my life.
My Program:
I am eating nutritious, unprocessed foods and highly limiting my consumption of simple carbs. I am drinking very little alcohol. I am doing cardio five times a week, and strength-training three times a week. I am drinking 8 glasses of water daily. I am closely monitoring my weight.
Other Information:
These are my Weight Loss Milestones. I am so excited to get fit and lose weight so I can reach these: 212 ~ Will have lost all the weight I gained since the summer! (Goal achieved! 2/13/13) 199.9 ~ Welcome to ONEderland! 198 ~ 10% of my starting weight GONE! 195 ~ The first marker on my ticker : 25 lbs gone! 185 ~ Down to "Overweight" BMI! 176 ~ 20% of my starting weight GONE! This will also mark the loss of all the weight I gained from stress over the past several years. 173 ~ What I weighed when my hubby and I went on our first date. 170 ~ The second marker on my ticker: 50 lbs gone! 163 ~ Back to the lowest weight I ever reached as an adult. 154.5 ~ "Normal weight" BMI! 145 ~ The third marker on my ticker: 75 lbs lost! 140 ~ Haven't weighed this since Freshman year of high school! 120 ~ The final marker on my ticker: 100 pounds lost!
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