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My name is Ashley. I remember when I first started sparkpeople. I did really well and lost 40 lbs but then I fell of the "wagon" and have gained back more than I lost. I know. Typical. I feel like I've come resigned and complacent, if also depressed with my weight. I'll admit to not being motivated and not feeling as into it this time but I think the main point that matters most is the fact that I've returned. Heavier and depressed but back. I am going to take this one step at a time. ...
My name is Ashley. I remember when I first started sparkpeople. I did really well and lost 40 lbs but then I fell of the "wagon" and have gained back more than I lost. I know. Typical. I feel like I've come resigned and complacent, if also depressed with my weight. I'll admit to not being motivated and not feeling as into it this time but I think the main point that matters most is the fact that I've returned. Heavier and depressed but back. I am going to take this one step at a time. I know its the little changes that add up to big changes so I'll take it one small change at a time. I hope once I lose that first few pounds I'll have my motivation back. I remember how great it felt to lose 40 lbs. I remember being amazed by how easy it really was to eat better, but then my lazyness took hold of me again. But I'm back, maybe not so much with a vengeance (hehe) but I am here and thats what matters.
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YEPITSMEH
3/11/2010 4:00:51 PM

I didn't leave you! I'm so sorry :( I never get any damn notices from Spark People anymore and I don't know why! do you ?? Anyways I explained a bit about what was going on. I am on track again! *hugs* I feel horrible im so sorry you thought I left :(



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YEPITSMEH
1/25/2010 5:59:48 PM

OKay I failed getting on as much as i had planned last week. I now have a note on my desk here that before I log onto facebook and get sucked into my stupid applications I am going to long on to SP-Blog, track food, and Do this!! Its so hard to commit, I know... especially when things get tough. Also with all the rain dumping down on us last week I thought we might flood! emoticon

No more excuses. I will have a picture taken of me today --- ugh!

Love you :) miss you!



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AROLLEE
1/25/2010 8:34:18 AM

how are you doing?



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YEPITSMEH
1/19/2010 5:38:52 PM

Where did all your pictures go and such? You really cleaned your page up? How come :(



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YEPITSMEH
12/30/2009 1:54:32 PM

Gratz on the new lap top :D Woohoo! What is this new game you speak of?



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