You know, SAILLEA, you get it. That means so much to me...
I have more qualms about the treatment than I do about the outcome! LOL I don't like what happens when I come out of anesthesia-- the last time, I didn't know I had sleep apnea, and when I swallowed for the first time, my throat stuck shut! YUCK! LOL I have a CPAP now, I'm taking it WITH ME! LOL
Though I woke this morning with my BP so high I could hear my heartbeat without the stethoscope-- all that CT stuff yesterday, and I don't think my kidneys liked it much! LOL--I still feel an incredible sense of emotional well-being. I have one friend who told me I was just in shock, and that it would hit me later... She's a cancer survivor, and I thought she'd at least be the one to get it! LOL She also told me once that I was too negative... go figure! LOL I have a down moment now and then--who doesn't-- but... I will let my friends here decide!... I think they know me better! LOL
Thank you for all the positive support--it's like having a second family! Kathy 2400 days ago