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Finally a full body shot that I am not ashamed of!!!! 10/27/12

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I am sick of only having my picture taken from the neck up to like it. I'm tired of wanting to cry when I go into a dressing room at a clothing store. I want my body back and I am finally going to do something about it!
OCT 2011
Another restart. Not as bad this time as before. I totally reset my goals though. I have been exercising the last few months. That leaves me with my other big cross. Calorie intake. I LOVE FOOD.
OCT 2012
"I am sick of only having my picture taken from the neck up to like it" It was my opening quote, and something that was making me sick. I am proud to say that this October a full view picture was taken of me that I was Not ashamed of!
I must Keep if off! I must keep working to maintaine this Body and stay healthy!

Member Since: 1/23/2008

Fitness Minutes: 23,621

My Goals:
MY goal is to turn my fat rolls into muscle tissue. I want my energy back and I want to feel good about clothes again. I want to not look at my stomach fat and feel the icky self-loathing.
I want to prove that I'm healthy and determined enough to train for and run a 5k.

Height: 5ft 10in I decided to add my hight because it helps put persepctive on size vs weight

My Program:
Using the treadmill a couple times a week. I am jogging for at least a third of my routine!
Still need to add back a little more dance to keep myself limber and make things fun.

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"Straighten out yourself and get your mind on track
Dust off your butt and get your self-respect back "
-Michael Jackson "Keep the Faith"

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"It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed."
-Theodore Roosevelt

"Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude."
-Thomas Jefferson

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    Hope you are ok! Haven't seen you on here this week - maybe you are on vacation - let me know if you need anything
    :-) Hollynn
    1602 days ago
    Loved yur comment on my blog - love that I am not alone in mbeing grumpy about healthy things but still wanting and trying to live by them!
    1608 days ago
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    Thanks for commenting on my blog. I hope I can keep this determination going, but there is still a place in my brain that's already getting ready to fail again...
    1617 days ago
    What's up, fellow SCAdian and archer! ;D
    1620 days ago

    Hi! Just a shout out to congratulate you!

    You are the recipient of the Beautiful Woman Award!!

    Once you've been given this award, you have to paste it on the page of 8 women who deserve it. If you receive more than 3, you know you're really beautiful! If you break the chain, nothing will happen, but it's always good to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out!

    Again, Congratulations Beautiful!

    Thanks for spreading a little beauty, love, friendship, and support into my life!
    1623 days ago
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