I think i can, i think i can, i think i can. That is what i said on Sunday morning when i decided to make this change in my life! My whole life i've been over weight and never bothered me. Now that I am older and have a son i start to wonder about different stuff that i never cared for. My son is 2 and soon he will be going to school...sad times but i think about when he is older and when certain things matter to him... like when its teacher/parent conference time and his friends see me for ...

I think i can, i think i can, i think i can. That is what i said on Sunday morning when i decided to make this change in my life! My whole life i've been over weight and never bothered me. Now that I am older and have a son i start to wonder about different stuff that i never cared for. My son is 2 and soon he will be going to school...sad times but i think about when he is older and when certain things matter to him... like when its teacher/parent conference time and his friends see me for the first time. I don't want him feel embarrsed of his own mother. I never felt like that growing up cause usually what happened was the total opposite. All the young boys wanted to come to my house cause my mom was the young,pretty mom. So i just want the same for my son.
So could it have been my son who made me change??? Don't know but what i do know is that its harder to keep up with him while he is running all around, so i think its time for me to change.
My sister who some of you might know as "sparklingviolet" is a member of this sparks thing and she really had been pushin that i join. If you read her blog about me...which i've never cared to read her stuff online you will see how my story has unvailed. Today when i read her blog she made me cry happy tears cause she really is rooting for me! I'm very proud of her and hope we can workout together really soon. Yeah i said workout...which to me it even sounds wierd!

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