My goal is to find a happy healthy me. I don't think that a specific number is going to give me that. I am happy with who I am, even if I am not always happy with how I look. Now its time to work on the healthy part of that, and maybe the happiness with how I look will follow.
I have an amazing roommate and best friend who is helping me find the motivation to stay on track and remind me of why I need to do this instead of that.