Welcome to 100 Plus Club! You’ll find plenty of support and encouragement here. No question is too stupid to ask, so post away and we’ll all put in our two cents worth. Utilize all the tools SP has to offer. I find tracking my food and exercise most helpful. Good luck on your weight loss journey!
I read that you had some major catastrophe happen in your life. I'm thinking about you and I hope everything works out for you. If you ever want to vent, sparkpeople is a great place to do it.