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When I woke up on January 3rd, I knew I was ramping up into a hypomanic state. It was my last day of work before I entered into an intensive outpatient program for my increasingly difficult to control bipolar. I felt horrible and impulsive. I didn't want to go to work because the anxiety was nearly crippling me. I didn't want to take my anxiety meds because I knew I wouldn't be able to work since they make me sleepy. Driving 45 minutes in lake effect snow is not safe under the best conditions let alone drowsy from anti-anxiety meds. I didn't know what to do. I had to go to work. So, I did some yoga.

I forgot how much I love doing yoga. When I finished, I felt calmer and better able to handle the anxiety and hypomania pounding through my body. I also decided that I wasn't going to buy an iphone until I had lost 25 pounds.

So, recommitting to SparkPeople. Recommitting to being physically healthy. Committing to being mentally healthy. It's a lot of commitment for one person in one day, but it makes me feel calm to think about it.


Member Since: 1/9/2006

Fitness Minutes: 279

My Goals:
@ 25 pounds, I will buy myself an iphone (finally).

@ 50 pounds, I will get a new haircut (trims before since my hair is so short).

@ 75 pounds, I will spend have to get new clothes because nothing I currently own will fit!!

@ 100 pounds, I will ... I have no idea what I will do! Ideas are always welcome!

@ 130 pounds, I will ...


My Program:
I'm watching what I eat. Limiting the calories. I need to exercise more. I need to watch what I eat at work, because that is my downfall.



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I recently moved to Cleveland and work at an awesome agency.


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