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Hello I'm 25, 400+ pounds, I don't know the real number because I can't weight myself. I have been overweight since I was a child and obese by middle school and morbidly obese since high school. My weight has been slowly climbing ever since. I don't remember the last time I wasn't in plus sizes....I remember the summer before high school I was a 1X.

I always manage to self sabotage and it usually has something to do with losing hope and giving up so I'm trying to find a way to not ...
Hello I'm 25, 400+ pounds, I don't know the real number because I can't weight myself. I have been overweight since I was a child and obese by middle school and morbidly obese since high school. My weight has been slowly climbing ever since. I don't remember the last time I wasn't in plus sizes....I remember the summer before high school I was a 1X.

I always manage to self sabotage and it usually has something to do with losing hope and giving up so I'm trying to find a way to not do that.






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Member Since: 5/12/2009

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My Goals:
To start manufacturing self esteem within myself and to stop being my own worst abuser.


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I hate counting calories and I hate not counting calories and driving myself crazy either way. If you have any tips, send them my way.

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“The first step towards getting somewhere is to decide that you are not going to stay where you are.”

— J.P. Morgan

“People who are unable to motivate themselves must be okay with mediocrity”

— Andrew Carnegie


 
 



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IM_POSSIBLE
4/29/2014 10:06:27 PM

Hope you don't mind that I added you as a friend!! Your latest blog seemed to be straight from my mind!! How'd you do that?!!!

Have a great day!




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JIBBIE49
4/29/2014 11:41:56 AM

I looked on Amazon(dot)com and they have a couple of scales that weigh up to 550#. My Weigh XL-550 Talking Bathroom Scale is $42 with free shipping. The TAYLOR brand had great reviews for it but cost about $62. Still, these would help so you can weigh and know how well you are doing.
It sounds like you might do well being on medication for depression. I took Prozac for 14 years and it just made me feel normal and not like I was down in a hole that I couldn't get up from. emoticon emoticon

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HEPKITTY
3/3/2014 12:44:26 PM

Hi back! Thanks for checking in. I've been frustrated and mad at my lack of progress. But I'm back here after a four day break and determined to up my game.

Keep sparking!



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HEPKITTY
1/30/2014 9:07:55 AM

Just coming by to say hi and see what's up! :)



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.DUSTY.
1/25/2014 12:24:30 AM

I'm not quite 100% vegan yet. Giving up cheese was and still is very hard. From Starbucks I always get an Iced Venti Quad Skinny Vanilla Latte.
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