WOW! I think I'm the first to comment. Looks like you are new to SP. WELCOME! I read one of your messages on the boards and it looks like you have had it tough but you know.... you are in the right place with Spark People. The support and volumes of wonderful information is endless here! Stay in touch with SP and I wish you all the very best in your journey! One step at a time - even if baby steps are necessary.