Today I vow to look past the mirror to my inner self and pull her out.. I will no longer lose hope when I catch a glimpse of my thigh dimples. I will no longer glare in hate at my arms. I will look into my eyes and see the me that I WILL be and smile knowing that these next few months will be like unwrapping a gift to myelf. I am going to be my own surprise! I am going to wait in anticipation as the layers of wrapping paper fall away and I reveal my hard work and diligence formed lovingly ...
Today I vow to look past the mirror to my inner self and pull her out.. I will no longer lose hope when I catch a glimpse of my thigh dimples. I will no longer glare in hate at my arms. I will look into my eyes and see the me that I WILL be and smile knowing that these next few months will be like unwrapping a gift to myelf. I am going to be my own surprise! I am going to wait in anticipation as the layers of wrapping paper fall away and I reveal my hard work and diligence formed lovingly with my own hands, tied together with shining strands of desire and devotion to form the me that I was meant to be. This I vow to myself, because I am the one I owe it to.. the one that matters.
I am counting my calories and doing an alternating daily strength training/cardio workout plan. woo!
I am from North Louisiana.. mommy of 2 daughters ages 8 and 5 who support me totally..they are my cheerleaders and keep me going. I suffer from Houswificus Disgruntalis at least twice a week (refer to my blog page).. and am a cronic procrastinator! yes i admit it!(what? you thought id admit it later?) I have recently realized that i have been "starving myself?" sigh..anyway... im working on that.. fat-chick starves.. more news at 9.. idk
You are sooooo !!!! for coming to visit me!! Loved finding a note on my page from you! You still have that GREAT SENSE OF HUMOR GOING ON LADYBUG~ YOU ARE AMAZING!!!! Let me tell you a little secret.....my photos all need to be WIPED OUT, CLEARED OUT, and started over. Since my accident a year and half ago, I am still on Physical therapy two to three times a week. NO EXERCISE ALLOWED other than exercise bands, only 10 minutes each session and nooo longer. I have trips out of state every 4-6 weeks for 70+ injections in my head, brain stem, neck, shoulders, full spine to my tail bone, ribs, hips, and the doozies are the ones that done with much, much longer needles in attempt to get as close to my spinal cord as possible. Always remember SLEEP WALKING IS NOT SAFE, AND IT COULD CHANGE/ALTER your life forever. It certainly has mine, and a full recovery isn't something that is going to happen, as the injuries sustained are beyond severe.
As a result....I am up in weight....wayyyy up in weight. Not just 50 or 60 lbs. I'm talking wayyyy up in weight.... it's not the best time in my life, but I still like me~ . Truthfully, I count my blessings everyday, as allll the way around (oh heavens...lol no pun intended).....I am certainly very lucky!
How are you???? I need to read some of your blogs. They are always so light hearted and entertaining~ . Truly though, tis nearly midnight and bed is calling my name. My body is crying that I have been sitting here for nearly two hours. I'm not suppose to be in one position for very long, and believe me, my body reminds me of that! ha! You have a most wonderful night my dear. I Loved Hearing From You!!!
"getcha head in the game, gotta getcha head in the game...." Thanks for getting that song stuck in my head. (and don't pretend you're too cool for High School Musical, you have kids too) Anyway, this is a threat, this is only a threat---DON'T MAKE ME CALL YOU, LADY, YOU HAVEN'T UPDATED YOUR STATUS IN 2 WHOLE DAYS! Hurry back. I miss you.