You sound like me. I am having my thyroid drawn today, AGAIN. They cut my levothyroxin from 100 to 88 and in two weeks I put on 20lbs. Add depression and it's wonderful meds, living in a state that rains or snows 6 months of the year, and a chronic illness, well things seem a bit down. This is day 2 on sparkpeople, yesterday was a complete failure, so I felt like one.
I don't do computers well so trying to find someone to "chat" w/ this way is probably wrong too. Yikes.