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Laying in the grass this summer waiting for our softball game - Summer 2012





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Becoming the Beautiful Maeghann both inside and out

FAILURE IS AN ATTITUDE - NOT AN OUTCOME

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I am probably the worst at doing the YO YO dieting. I do fantastic for a few months and then let everything else around me get in my way and I stop. I am sick of doing this!

My husband and I have been going through legal issues with my ex for the last two years, and it turns out that we are losing our house because of the jerk. We have ...
Becoming the Beautiful Maeghann both inside and out

FAILURE IS AN ATTITUDE - NOT AN OUTCOME

WELCOME CHANGE

I am probably the worst at doing the YO YO dieting. I do fantastic for a few months and then let everything else around me get in my way and I stop. I am sick of doing this!

My husband and I have been going through legal issues with my ex for the last two years, and it turns out that we are losing our house because of the jerk. We have just moved in the beginning of Sept 2012 to a townhouse community and I am having a hard time of adjusting - dealing with so many people, children, and just basically everything that is not my HOME. There is a pool in the common area and I am wanting to use it next summer so that is my new motivation. I joined WW also as I think maybe the points might help. I have a friend who I have watched shed some pounds and thought I would give it a try.

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I have everything that a person needs and WAY more.... EXCEPT MY SELF ESTEEM!! I have never not had that, but I am finging myself getting jealous of others when I look at them and then wishing that could be me, and you know what I know it could.. I just have to want it....

Here once again is to a new beginning and to taking time to focus on me. I have got to find enough hours in the day to care about myself and get some me time in.

Now that I am a DONE Girl I am going to list a few things I am absolutely DONE with:

1- I am DONE with feeling sorry for myself!

2- I am DONE thinking that when I walk in a room
everyone looks at me thinking "oh poor girl, she is
just not pretty and so big too"

3- I am DONE shopping for clothes to pick out a cute
item, grabbing a size that I think in my head will fit
and then when I try it on there is no way that size
will ever work and I have to get a bigger one.

4- I am DONE with not trying new things because I am
self-conscious that I will not look right doing it.

5- I am DONE not giving myself a fair chance at being
healthy only because I have never been thin and
think that can't ever be me.

6- I am DONE beating myself up if I go off the plan for
one little thing - this is a lifestyle change and not a
diet - I need to learn to live in the real world and
be able to enjoy myself - hell I only have one chance

7.- I am DONE dieting.. this is my new life... I am making changes for the long term.

8- I am DONE waking up in a sad mood because of what is going on around me... I am the only one who can control my happiness.. I can't wait around to be happy I need to make it happen now!

9 - I am DONE taking anything that is said about weight around me as something that is being directed to me... I mean people can think what they want of themselves and not mean anything about me by it.. (I was really bad about that)

10- I am DONE feeling and acting older than I truly am... Maeg you gotta live your life, you are young, beautiful and full of energy for gosh sakes woman you are 26!!


There is a start of the DONE list and I am so sure that there are way more... I am so DONE and glad that I am here now and ready to make my life so much better!!!


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Now let me state some things that I am starting after being DONE:

STARTING to feeling happier and prouder of myself.

STARTING to do positive things for myself.

STARTING to eat properly.

STARTING to be happy with my reflection.

STARTING to see the beautiful person God made, he made no mistakes.

STARTING to buy new smaller clothes.

STARTING to love how I look in a certain outfits.

STARTING to be the happy person my family loves.

STARTING to be a good friend.

STARTING to feel good inside, so it shows on the outside.

STARTING to not worry so much what others think about my outside appearance.

STARTING to be happy to see people I haven't seen so I can catch up on old times, and they can tell me how great I look!

STARTING to have new energy for life!

STARTING to eat for life, and living for life! My life!

DONE+START= Fantastic new NEW healthy magnificent hot me!!!!

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My Momma says : ** Often SMILE.............LAUGH a lot................. and EAT a little cake**

What a wise wise woman! Love you Momma!!!
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My Goals:
Trying to lose 2 lbs a week, by watching calories and staying active.

I am trying not to focus so much this time on a number.. I had lost quite a bit of weight last summer and then I let life hit me in the face once again, went through a very drepressing time and have now caught myself...



My Program:
Pre-planning my meals so there is less temptation. Being smart about what I put into my body and trying to take life for what it is and enjoy it....

Beginning in June of 2011 I started really watching my simple carbohydrates intake and stuck with more complex ones - kept to eating lots of lean protein and tons of freggies!! So far so great.. I am hardly ever hungry - I don't binge and I have so much energy!

I am sticking with this plan again!!

Personal Information:
I am just from a small town, totally land locked right in the center of the US, but I wouldn't change a thing about it :) I have realized that things in life do not work out as planned and you have to live one day at a time.

I have also taken an extremely liking to my gym in the past 3 months and LOVE going there!!

Other Information:
I love all types of music and I love to dance. I have taken an interest in reading and have a hard time falling asleep if I haven't read. I am a complete teen at heart and love all of the teens books. Loved the Hunger Games, Love the Wake Trilogy, the Shadow Falls Series, and right now I am on the Fifty Shades Series. Enjoy going places and doing things, but know I would like it better if I felt better so that is why I am here.



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