Hey!! Haven't heard from you in a while and I am guessing that, like many of us, you have had some sort of set back. I just want to say that it isn't a big deal and you can get back on track. Don't let yourself settle, your more than your size and you deserve to be happy. Anyway, that's my two cents. When you come back to sp please get in touch with me. I look forward to hearing from you again!