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Star light, star bright, first star I saw one night:
Wish I may, wish I might, have the wish I wished that night:
"May I have the body I am meant to have, and the time to enjoy it."

My first year with SP turned out not to be the LAST LOSS afterall. I did return to the familiar, but devastating, over-eating, force-feeding disorder, and regained 50 of the hard-lost pounds. I honestly thought that could never happen to me again, especially with my ...
Star light, star bright, first star I saw one night:
Wish I may, wish I might, have the wish I wished that night:
"May I have the body I am meant to have, and the time to enjoy it."

My first year with SP turned out not to be the LAST LOSS afterall. I did return to the familiar, but devastating, over-eating, force-feeding disorder, and regained 50 of the hard-lost pounds. I honestly thought that could never happen to me again, especially with my beloved SparkPeople. The daily emails were a constant reminder that help was available, and here I am again, with new hope and trying to get back on track.

1. I have an Eating Disorder. There -- I have written it down.
2. I am ABLE and WILLING to JUST SAY NO to that eating disorder and to get healthy.
3. Force feeding myself was never comforting and never did provide control.
4. The "true path" will only ever be moderate balanced eating and exercise, with the courage to deal with beauty and fitness.

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Member Since: 1/28/2009

SparkPoints: 24,584

Fitness Minutes: 17,435

My Goals:
1/22/09

START WEIGHT 320

1/8/11
WEIGHT 298



PLAN: FACT:

4/9 - 280 278.3
4/16 - 277.5 279.1
4/23 - 275 274
Post Cruise revision:
5/14 - 274 281
5/21 - 274 276
5/28 - 270
Cranberry Summmer Challenge
6/5 - 277 New Start
6/12 - 271
6/19 - 268.5
6/26 - 266 268
7/3 - 263.5
7/10 - 261
7/17 - 258.5
7/24 - 256 259
7/31 - 253.5 257
8/7 - 251 253.9
8/14 - 248.5 251.7
New Year's Challenge = 50 lb in 20 weeks
(SW was 255 on 8/1)
8/21 - 250
8/28 - 249 -- Bermuda
9/7 - 252 -- snarl
9/11 - 249.5 --
10/1 - 254.5 BAD NEWS
10/8 plan 247
10/15 245
10/22 243 -- actual 241
10/29 241 -- actual 238
11/5 239
11/12 237
11/19 235
11/26 233

My Program:
My Twelve Steps:
I admitted I was powerless over the Eating Disorder—that I had lost my strength and my eating had become unmanageable.
I came to believe that a Power greater than myself could restore me to health and safe eating.
I made a decision to turn my will and my very life over to the care of my God.
I am making a searching and fearless moral inventory of myself.
I admitted to God, to myself, and to another human being my best understanding of why I harm myself by overeating.
I am most profoundly ready to have God comfort me and help me heal from my past and strengthen my self-care.
I humbly ask God to remove my shortcomings.
I have harmed parts of myself and I pray for forgiveness and health.
I pray to be able to take daily personal inventory and when wrong, promptly correct.
I seek through prayer to consciously connect with God and to openly accept God's Will for me.

Personal Information:
Cranberry Summer '09 Challenge RESULTS 25.3 lb in 10 weeks!! 277 to 251.7

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CORNPICKER73
2/1/2013 3:29:47 PM

Come out, come out, wherever you are! xoxo



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AMYMLE
11/11/2012 8:06:24 PM

Hi Pedipod, I hope you're hanging in there. Like Rachel, I'm thinking of you, too.



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CORNPICKER73
10/19/2012 11:29:03 PM

Thinking of you...



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CORNPICKER73
1/27/2012 9:26:44 AM

How's it going? emoticon



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CORNPICKER73
12/27/2011 11:50:55 PM

Thanks! Hope your holidays are going well, too. Your weight loss ticker is looking good, girl! xoxo



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