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Some days I am so motivated to conquer the world and other days I say why bother. I feel like life is a roller coaster or maybe it is just me. How do I find myself at age 38? Shouldn't I already know what to do with my life, what I want for myself, and how I want to be preceived by others. That is what all the magazines say! That I should be grounded and feel secure with who I am...bull. I feel the stress of life, the temptation of age to not care, and to look at my past and say why ...
Some days I am so motivated to conquer the world and other days I say why bother. I feel like life is a roller coaster or maybe it is just me. How do I find myself at age 38? Shouldn't I already know what to do with my life, what I want for myself, and how I want to be preceived by others. That is what all the magazines say! That I should be grounded and feel secure with who I am...bull. I feel the stress of life, the temptation of age to not care, and to look at my past and say why didn't I...

But does that give me a reason to give up? NO today is the day I start finding out what, why and who I am. Can anyone tell me who I should be and what I should look like, besides ME. NO, your destiny is in your own hands, just like mine is in my control. When things seem out of control remember you are the only one that can change the path you have taken.

Can you return to where you started and look at your life on a different path. Yes you can. You can start over any day you want and one day, you will find the path that is right for you. The most important thing is to never quit searching for what is missing.
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Member Since: 7/24/2008

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Start exercising regurlary and eating healthy.

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P90X, 10 minute trainer, 30 Day Shred

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I am from Missouri. I work full time and go to College part time. I am never home. All of my children are active in sports and I sit in a gym most nights. I need motivation to get up in the AM and workout prior to the days busy hustle and bustle.

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