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"race 4 the cure" my 9 yr daughter did it w/ me!



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never enough
all my life, i've wished and dreamed to be "the perfect weight". a lot of people, including myself years ago, would be very happy at my current weight. i am closer to some kinda goal than ever before in my life. i wonder if i will ever really feel i've finally reached it, even if i weighed 90lbs! currently, i am not happy w/ myself. ~i know i have an eating/drinking disorder too. my highest weight was 240 in 2001. ~i posted a pic ...
all my life, i've wished and dreamed to be "the perfect weight". a lot of people, including myself years ago, would be very happy at my current weight. i am closer to some kinda goal than ever before in my life. i wonder if i will ever really feel i've finally reached it, even if i weighed 90lbs! currently, i am not happy w/ myself. ~i know i have an eating/drinking disorder too. my highest weight was 240 in 2001. ~i posted a pic of that here (careful if u look at it, i was wearing a bathing suit)! i've been working out at a health spa about 5 days per week for about 6 years now! i've seen many good changes. ~but i still feel i'm too big. i'm 5'6". i hope to be happy w/ a goal weight of 135. my husband is wonderful! he fell in love w/ me back in 2001 when i was over 200lbs. but now, he treasures & enjoys my leaner/healthier body every day! ~my husband slides his hands over my body like i thought only a thin person desirves.
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Member Since: 2/18/2009
SparkPoints: 1,493
Fitness Minutes: 2,082
My Goals:
my goal is to be as happy w/ myself as my husband is w/ me!
My Program:
i work out and walk a lot! ~hours a day if i can. and i try to eat like a bird.
Personal Information:
if i was really as fat as i felt, i'd still have a hard time tying my shoes.
Other Information:
i often feel like one of the luckiest (poor) women in the world.
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