Hi Hon You will get through this. I KNOW you can! Tell me... what is the one thing you know is right today? Because no matter how bad everything seems, there is always one 'right' in our life. It can be as simple as someone gave you a smile today. Or today .... you have SO many people who have reached out to you!! WOW!! When I was going through my hardest times - it was hugs. A simple hug from someone made it worth fighting one more day. I was a single mom for a lot of years with 5 kids, I went back to college in my early 40's (YES THAT OLD!! LoL!), drove a old car that just barely made it to school and back every day... but knowing that someone was there made it so much easier to get out and do it each day.
I'm not saying it was always easy but when you look you find a little 'right' in each day.
Sending you hugs and a prayer for strength! I'm thinking of you!!
I am sorry that you are having such a hard time right now. I have 2 adult daughters and I know they both have days when they would feel like you do right now. I just always tell time life is sometimes hard, but when it is good, it is great. There are always ups and downs in life, You are a beautiful young woman. Tell yourself that every morning. Feed yourself positive thoughts. And If you get to down, there must be someone on campus to talk with. My youngest daughter is in college and sometimes she goes and talks with the nurse. Don't go thru this alone. There are great people all over who would want to help you. Good luck and keep in touch.