Yes, starting over sucks!!! But WE can do it!!! Let's get each other motivated :) Did you see my post about facebook on the board? I've got a "list" going of my spark friends :) We can motivate there too!!
It was awful. It was pouring..and I mean pouring..rain and I cried going to bed, waking up, dropping her off, home alone in my bed, at the restaurant Jay took me to for lunch, picking her up and the whole walk home. I was so not myself..I'm not a big crier and I was hysterical..crying so much I was gagging.