Nina, SP is an amazing community. I'm sure once you get settled in you will learn to appreciate spark the same way many of us do.
If you ever need anything, rest assured, a sparkfriend is only a click away. So don't be afraid to ask for help on message boards, join teams or add friends. For the most part - we are all here for the same thing. So don't be afraid or allow yourself to feel overwhelmed.
I wish you well on your journey & if you ever find yourself in need of a friend or support, please don't hesitate to contact me.