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The revelation is still feeling RIGHT - We cannot "fail", "fall off the wagon", or even "do over". We are on a SINGLE journey and our weight losses and gains are all a part of that ONE journey. Regardless of our choices, good, bad, functional, dysfunctional, joyous, blessed, or catastrophic, we get to LIVE WITH THEM FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES. We ONLY GET ONE JOURNEY and all of the mistakes, successes, etc. are PART of that ONE JOURNEY. That makes me JOYFUL.

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The revelation is still feeling RIGHT - We cannot "fail", "fall off the wagon", or even "do over". We are on a SINGLE journey and our weight losses and gains are all a part of that ONE journey. Regardless of our choices, good, bad, functional, dysfunctional, joyous, blessed, or catastrophic, we get to LIVE WITH THEM FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES. We ONLY GET ONE JOURNEY and all of the mistakes, successes, etc. are PART of that ONE JOURNEY. That makes me JOYFUL.

I have been struggling recently because I have had to deal with watching a dear friend who happened also to be my stepmother face the final days of her life and then her death and all the implications of that loss. I have been feeling alone and lonely and hurting and sad, and then had a fall that has left me needing PT and I don't like to be less than . . . less than whole and less than capable. I continue on my journey and my roller coaster ride. I have to keep reminding myself that my journey is something of a patchwork quilt of totally separate patches that are sown together with the threads of family and friends.

Why? Why would I be JOYFUL about having to live with all of my past mistakes? I am joyful because I KNOW that the progress I see is the RESULT of the positive choices I am making now and the watering down of the negative ones from the past. I am taking my journey with all its ups and downs as a learning experience and the fact that I am still HERE and I am still learning from my journey, I am STILL ALIVE and can change. Think about it - all of those FAT people who are DEAD can no longer turn things around - they can just lie there and be DEAD - I CAN CHANGE. I CAN BECOME WHAT GOD intended me to be. THAT IS SOMETHING TO CELEBRATE. So are the little successes along the way - I ate ONE brownie, not three. I had salmon for dinner NOT half (or maybe even the WHOLE) pizza. I chose to PLAN my snacks so I can grab something healthy instead of something that makes my stomach hurt, my knees cry for relief, and my brain fuzzy. I can find a celebration and a success in lots of small things most every day. I CAN be positive even when my world is collapsing around my shoulders. I can stop and take time to talk with God about HIS plan for me while I am trying to figure out my own plans.

I added meditation and moments of conscious gratitude to my day to help me remain upbeat and positive - knowing that what I think also affects how I am doing - physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. I try to release negativity as soon I it starts to creep in. I journal and track. I am listening to my inner wisdom more deliberately. I recently discovered Tai Chi and have added that to my days. This helps bring balance and peace to the day.

Today is the first day of this new phase of my journey. Only a phase, not another NEW JOURNEY because we only get ONE journey through this life. THANK GOD FOR THAT!!
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Member Since: 7/2/2008

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My Goals:
Wholeness, health, wellness - insulin free for GOOD - I have not needed the insulin this summer, but I am afraid with the stress of school I may have a temporary return to the insulin - BUT I will get off it for good soon.

My Program:
BALANCE - Eat natural. Eat healthy portions. Eat mindfully. Focus on faith, love, sleep, meditation, exercise, healthy relationships, and renewal. Eat so that I will live more joyfully and more serenely. Stay positive and focused on the IMPORTANT things in life - NOT THINGS but PEOPLE.

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My name is Nancy. I live in West Virginia. I teach in a self-contained special education class with students who have autism and other intellectual and behavioral challenges at a local middle school. I have a cat and my son has a dog. We live together in relative peace and harmony. My father passed away in October 2011, at age 92, so, I expect to live a LONG time in years and would like those years to be healthy. My stepmother is 90 and she and I are close friends. We swim and do water aerobics together and have gone on several trips as well.

I KNOW that my relationships are more important than THINGS or MONEY and it is a good thing that they are because I have no money. I also don't have many things, but I DO have a wonderful BLESSED GOD, a loving and gracious family and friends I can count on when I am down and/or out.

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I am blessed more than I can fathom. Maybe making lemonade isn't such a bad pass time. After all, I get so many chances to deal with challenges and crises that if I at least get the lemonade, I get something out of all these learning experiences.

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2BDYNAMIC
7/12/2014 8:43:10 AM

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.♥.*').* Thank you for reading
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The Tunnel Blog" ........ As always, I enjoyed
all the responses! Have a fun weekend!
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LADYRH
7/12/2014 8:09:20 AM

Nancy thanks for reading my Actions blog.



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LADYRH
7/12/2014 8:05:16 AM

Nancy thanks for reading my blog today and your kind comments. Have a great day.



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OVERWORKEDJANET
7/12/2014 7:33:32 AM

Thanks for stopping by my blog; you are just what I talked about. Someone who has been in my sphere and pops up occasionally. I enjoyed reading you July 10 blog. I could have written it!
I also enjoy lifes' "small" things.
Have a great day!



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DAISYBELLEKIA
7/11/2014 6:26:56 PM

Hi Nancy :) Thanks so much for visiting my blog and commenting! I appreciate that :)



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