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Me - 2/26/07
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1-DERLAND
I'm tired. Tired of being fat. Tired of my clothes not looking right in the mirrow. Tired of the double/triple chin I see in the mirror. Tired of being winded walking up the stairs. Tired of my feet hurting. Tired of that feeling failure when I eat something I know I shouldn't. Tired of wasting money on a gym that I don't go to often enough. Tired of knowing what I should I do, and not doing it. Tired of wasting my life in a body I hate. Tired of wanting more and not getting there. ...
I'm tired. Tired of being fat. Tired of my clothes not looking right in the mirrow. Tired of the double/triple chin I see in the mirror. Tired of being winded walking up the stairs. Tired of my feet hurting. Tired of that feeling failure when I eat something I know I shouldn't. Tired of wasting money on a gym that I don't go to often enough. Tired of knowing what I should I do, and not doing it. Tired of wasting my life in a body I hate. Tired of wanting more and not getting there.
I'd like to say I'm ready to make a change. But I've said that so many times before, it just seems like 2nd nature to say stuff like that. Instead I'll say "I'll try". I'll try to eat better. I'll try to eat less. I'll try to do more. More at the gym, more at home, more at work. I'll try to do more to get my body moving, and not let it sit on the couch. I'll try to make good decisions. I'll try to think before I put something in my mouth, before I mindlessly toss down food I don't need, don't like, don't want.
I'll try to forgive myself for the mistakes, the failures, the fall backs. I'll try to move forward, not look back at what didn't work before. Because it wasn't the diet that didn't work. It was me. I didn't work. I didn't work hard enough, but I'll try to forgive that and I'll try to move on.
I want so much more than weight loss. I want a body I can be proud of. Not a perfect body. Just a body I can look at in the mirror and smile at. A body I can dress up and take out (or dress down and stay in) A body I can feed without remorse. A body I can walk with and breathe, and talk, and smile. A body I can love, not because its perfect, but because it's mine.
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Member Since: 10/3/2006
SparkPoints: 1,324
Fitness Minutes: 140
My Goals:
1-derland -- aka anything with a "1" in front of it. Lets start with 199.
My Program:
I'll do what I can... when I can... for as long as I can.
Personal Information:
Born and raised in Southeast Wisconsin. I've been married for nearly 13 years and have an 11 year old daughter and a 19 year old stepson. We share our home with 2 basset hounds, a German Shorthair, and a new Red Bone Coonhound puppy.
Other Information:
I love reality TV, movies, and books by Stephen King and Patricia Cornwell.
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