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Me - 2/26/07

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I'm tired. Tired of being fat. Tired of my clothes not looking right in the mirrow. Tired of the double/triple chin I see in the mirror. Tired of being winded walking up the stairs. Tired of my feet hurting. Tired of that feeling failure when I eat something I know I shouldn't. Tired of wasting money on a gym that I don't go to often enough. Tired of knowing what I should I do, and not doing it. Tired of wasting my life in a body I hate. Tired of wanting more and not getting there.

I'd like to say I'm ready to make a change. But I've said that so many times before, it just seems like 2nd nature to say stuff like that. Instead I'll say "I'll try". I'll try to eat better. I'll try to eat less. I'll try to do more. More at the gym, more at home, more at work. I'll try to do more to get my body moving, and not let it sit on the couch. I'll try to make good decisions. I'll try to think before I put something in my mouth, before I mindlessly toss down food I don't need, don't like, don't want.

I'll try to forgive myself for the mistakes, the failures, the fall backs. I'll try to move forward, not look back at what didn't work before. Because it wasn't the diet that didn't work. It was me. I didn't work. I didn't work hard enough, but I'll try to forgive that and I'll try to move on.

I want so much more than weight loss. I want a body I can be proud of. Not a perfect body. Just a body I can look at in the mirror and smile at. A body I can dress up and take out (or dress down and stay in) A body I can feed without remorse. A body I can walk with and breathe, and talk, and smile. A body I can love, not because its perfect, but because it's mine.

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Member Since: 10/3/2006

Fitness Minutes: 140

My Goals:
1-derland -- aka anything with a "1" in front of it. Lets start with 199.

My Program:
I'll do what I can... when I can... for as long as I can.

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Born and raised in Southeast Wisconsin. I've been married for nearly 13 years and have an 11 year old daughter and a 19 year old stepson. We share our home with 2 basset hounds, a German Shorthair, and a new Red Bone Coonhound puppy.

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I love reality TV, movies, and books by Stephen King and Patricia Cornwell.

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    2950 days ago
  • v MR2GRL
    HI! I was wandering the blogs and came across yours. Hang in there ice cream isn't a sin! I know its hard. I've been falling off that wagon for years. You'd think they'd put in seat belts by now?! I know having a child makes it harder but I will share my secret with you. The Wii fit! I can work out and play the games and do the yoga with my kids. They think its a fun family game. Even better its teaching my kids how to be healthy people at the same time! And I'd like to say thank you! I was looking at all theses blogs that make this sound easy and it was discouraging me. But your page showed me there are some real women on here struggling just like me. So Thank You So Much! emoticon
    3070 days ago
    Haven't seen any updates, lately! emoticon
    3080 days ago
    Hey! Molly's lucky, the kids here went back last week! Is she ready to start middle school??? My other damn knee has started hurting now but it's not as bad as the first one. I don't know what is wrong with me but I am in serious pain from head to toe!! Oh well... 2 more days off then I just have to watch videos and shoot guns next week... shouldn't be too bad! Sorry your weekend is over, I hope you have a great week!!
    3099 days ago
    Hope you will join us again on the SURVIVOR LOVERS TEAM! We have a few new games to exercise your mind.
    SURVIVOR SAMOA starts September 17th!

    Keep on SPARKING!
    3104 days ago
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