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July 2006 Virginia Beach, Virginia Down 30 pounds in this picture from FEB 2006.





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Realizing that its not a nightmare, its my reality.

4/10/07 Updating my page after having not been on since January. Wow look how bad I have let myself go. I sit here now a day before my 32nd birthday. Feeling lost, confused and not sure where to turn. So like riding a bike I am back and trying again.

After many years of every diet imaginable. A 26 hour car ride to audition for the television show the biggest loser, with no call back. I am and able to say that this is "MY TIME TO BEGIN".

My current medical diagnoses ...
4/10/07 Updating my page after having not been on since January. Wow look how bad I have let myself go. I sit here now a day before my 32nd birthday. Feeling lost, confused and not sure where to turn. So like riding a bike I am back and trying again.

After many years of every diet imaginable. A 26 hour car ride to audition for the television show the biggest loser, with no call back. I am and able to say that this is "MY TIME TO BEGIN".

My current medical diagnoses are OBESITY (Ok they call it Grotese OBESITY). Such a nasty sounding word. I have type II diabetes treated with Lantus and Byetta, High Blood Pressure treated with Quinapril and Quinaretic, Hypothyroidism treated with Synthroid and PCOS treated now with a low carb diet and diabetic regimen. Was taking Metformin however made me have uncontrollable gastric concerns. Latly I was diagnosed one month ago with ADHD. The positive to this is that the Adderall makes me not want to eat....

Never have I ever wanted something so much for myself. Without this I feel I will meet my end before I even reach 40. I want to be happy and live life again. I want to know what I have never known before. Today I top the scale at 365 pounds, 10 ponds down from highest weight in Feb 06 of 375 pounds.

I dream to do even the smallest and most simplest things in life. Such as crossing my legs at the knee, walking a flight of stairs without panting and having to stop, walking into any establishment knowing I can fit in the seats and knowing they wont break, shopping at wal-mart again for clothes, or even in a non-pus size store, drving my car without the seat belt extender, ride a roller coaster or go-kart. Be able to walk with my head held high, really knowing that I have accomplished the one thing in my life that I have never been able to accomplish. That being to control my weight! I want to walk down the street without the fear that everyone is staring because I am over weight.

Lastly I want to be a mom. My husband and I have endured a miscarriage and recently being told that pregnancy will nearly be impossible at our current weight. We have begun to adopt internationaly. However on the application you are asked your weight. I want to be able to truthfuly answer that I am healthy and able to care for my child.

I want to thank each of you for taking the time to visit and read my page. I know that there are thousands of others out there that can share in my emotions and feelings along this journey to this present point. I want everyone to know that you can always email me and I would love to learn about your individual stories. If I can help myself by helping even one other person, I will live even a more fullfilled life. Best of luck to everyone who is on this journey to making themselves healthier and happier.




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Member Since: 10/5/2006

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My Goals:
1.To be able to weigh on a normal scale that goes to 350 pounds.

2. Work out at least 30 minutes each day.

3. Drink 8 glasses of water each day.

4. Get down to 300 pounds before my next cruise in September.

5. Look in the mirror and be happy with the person looking back at me.

My Program:
1. Drink half of my body weight in ounces of water each day....
2. Lots of fresh fruits and vegetables.
3. Protein shake daily.
4. Do not go to bed without walking one mile per day.
5. Frozen meal daily for lunch.
6. Breakfast everyday (weight control oatmeal)
7.SPARK SPARK SPARK!!!

Personal Information:
Hello my name is Melissa. I am 31 years old and starting on the biggest adventure of my life time. I am here to encourage others to loose and to also gain inspiration from others doing the same as I. Professionally I work as a registered nurse in Indianapolis, Indiana.

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I am a huge reality TV junkie. I have found this to be a great time incorporate my exercise. I have a tv by my treadmill now. As I watch my shows I walk. Some of my favorites are Biggest Loser, Real World, Laguna Beach, Bachelor, Amazing Race, Big Brother. Ok so I absolutely LOVE the show PRISON BREAK.... Whoe does not love Wentworth Miller. :) I am also on myspace if you would like to look me up there. www.myspace.com/missmissyrn

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BIGREDANGEL
11/16/2012 3:25:50 PM

And again...gotta love it lol

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BIGREDANGEL
11/16/2012 3:25:36 PM

Sorry it posted a few times hehe

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BIGREDANGEL
11/16/2012 3:25:26 PM

Wow been a while since I was on here and happen to see a post from you in 06 lol just wondering if you were still around and how you were doing?



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GBSKIMMY
5/11/2008 11:55:19 PM

Just wanted to say I am so excited to be going on our weight loss celebration cruise in April! It will be so great to meet everyone that has been so supportive online! www.myspace.com/millionpoundmtchupreunion



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POETREE
12/9/2007 9:25:31 AM

Hey Missy ~ My name is Heather. I also live in the Indy area. Just recently got back to Spark after backsliding...



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