Oh, I just want to like what I see again...
For a long time my feet were so painful I couldn't walk very far. Thankfully they have improved dramatically and I can work outside again.
Another goal, is to be able to go into a store and buy "normal size" clothing.
I'm basically keeping my calorie count about 1200 - 1500 a day. It's not easy but when you have a made up mind it is a lot easier.
I also gave up Sugar, limit any white refined products, and switched from White Rice to Brown Rice. Oh yeah, I drink enough water to float a battleship...
I try to laugh, even if things get bad. It will pass... life goes on.
Other than my family - One of my passions is my yard. I love to work in it. Another passion, Birds. They make me smile. I also love to Kayak and photograph birds in their natural habitat.
Well the day started out well; bowel of fruit; banana, pineapple and blueberries but then went totolly arye Today I was doing my distrbution run and had stopped home for lunch and suddenly it was on! I was hot and cold at the same time shaking like a leaf on the inside and with an allergy attack to boot. So I stayed home for the afternoon drugged and dead on the couch with an unsatiable appetite. It didn't matter what I ate I was still hungry! Ever have one of those days? And I wasn't eating empty calories either! And now for dinner I've made myself chicken cordeau blue and can't even finish it! Talk about erratical!
Thanks woman. Feeling better emotionally today, very tired from it all Took everything out of me but none the less I'm about to get busy here with my morning routine. Yesterday I took and cut all the grasses and the 40 minutes it took me gave me a "cool down" Today I'm going to get everything washed organized and packed ready to go and then that's out of the way. Just knowing that's one more thing done....
I am working to get my calories adjusted so that I am not hungry and still lose wieght. I am putting more into my exercise instead of just going through the motions. I have high expectations which I don't believe are wrong but i NEED to take into consideration that I am human and cannot be perfect. Some days are better than others. But I always continue to try.
Well Ginny, I am still going although I wouldn't say I am strong. I am hoping that the summer break give me the chance to work on my motivation which isn't too good right now. I am so o o glad you have returned.
thanks for yoru wonderful comment on my last blog! You are so right. I am trying to balance ::::::shrug:::::: with being more aware of my calorie intake. Since I live in Germany, I was totally confused about why you were just eating breakfast at 2pm - and then I remembered that we are in different time zones. HAHAHAHAH