MBY0007  
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I'm now a brunette.





July 17, 2010 - I hate this picture of myself.



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Ever since I was in the 2nd grade, I have struggled with my weight. My weight has fluctuated throughout the years, and I'm finally at my heaviest - 230 lbs. I'm tired of this body.

I'm tired of trying on five different outfits every day because I want to disguise my body.
I'm tired of looking in the mirror and seeing a person that I don't want to.
I'm tired of going through cameras from family events and deleting pictures of myself.
I'm tired of second ...
Ever since I was in the 2nd grade, I have struggled with my weight. My weight has fluctuated throughout the years, and I'm finally at my heaviest - 230 lbs. I'm tired of this body.

I'm tired of trying on five different outfits every day because I want to disguise my body.
I'm tired of looking in the mirror and seeing a person that I don't want to.
I'm tired of going through cameras from family events and deleting pictures of myself.
I'm tired of second guessing-myself and second-guessing my boyfriend's feelings towards me because of my own self-esteem issues.
I'm tired of feeling ugly, fat, and worthless.
I'm tired of worrying about the angle I'm sitting at, the way my arms jiggle, or how my neck looks.
I'm tired of being unhappy.
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Member Since: 7/26/2010

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Fitness Minutes: 25

My Goals:
- To weigh 160-170 lbs
- To exercise at least 4 days a week
- To stop eating out so much
- To cook at home more often
- To start bringing my lunch/dinner to work and school
- To cut out sodas from my diet


My Program:
Simply eating healthier foods, drinking water, and exercising.

South Beach Diet?

Personal Information:
I'm Molly.
I'm a liberal university student from Texas.
I'm a third year English major, Women's Studies minor.
I work at a Starbucks licensed store.
I live with my long-term boyfriend, Craig.
I have a spoiled Persian cat named Muffin.
I'm an Atheist and a feminist.
I'm a passionate person.
I love crafts and art.
I like to read.

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Member Comments:
LOVEUNDERLINED
10/3/2010 7:51:12 AM

Hey there! We have a lot in common. I'm also a feminist, I freaking LOVE cats (just got another one to make three), and in college I majored in English and minored in Gender Studies. We also have similar beginning weights and target weights, so I thought I'd friend you. Hooray!

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TNLONGHORN
8/29/2010 3:03:34 PM

Just stopping in to say Hi.

How are you?



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PINKLIBRALADY
8/6/2010 1:08:21 PM

Hey there. Just checking to see how you're doing. I fell off the wagon a bit last weekend, but busted my behind in the gym and finally started losing some pounds. Hope everything is great!

Take care,

J.



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PINKLIBRALADY
7/28/2010 6:36:42 PM

Hey Molly! Thank you for the goodie and the comment. It looks like we both want to be curvy ladies in the long run which is cool to see. I just want to have a healthy body image and whenever there's a camera in the room, I don't want to hide or ask them to just take a picture of my face. I want to jump in front of the lens! Haha! I hope you're having a wonderful week.

J.



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TNLONGHORN
7/26/2010 8:12:54 PM

Welcome!

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