MARISSADREAMER
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I promise to myself to only post pictures I like so that I am proud to be myself at any weight.


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  • v CHUBBYFENCER
    I appreciate your comment on my blog. I can totally handle the criticism, but I thought I'd follow up with you because you may have misunderstood me (actually, I commented after you, but wasn't sure you'd check back, haha).

    Perhaps we both simply became unhealthy for different reasons...to the extent that you cannot relate to mine. I am not blaming other people for my problems - I am saying the people who said they would support me are insisting that I be in an environment I've told them I can't be in.

    They are contributors to my problem. Not sources.

    Specifically, I am an emotional eater and, as someone new to my journey towards wellness, am still NEW to learning to curb my cravings and impose self control. It is not something I have practiced in many years. This is week 6 for me. I have learned to control myself when I am BY myself but NOT when I am around others. I have been open with those close to me and they said that they would support me. They just haven't actually taken any actions to actually do that. Perhaps I would be less frustrated with them if they said they would never help at all.

    I admire you for never feeling out of control and such a trait is something I hope to be able to grow into (sooner would be better). But it is not a strength I currently share with you.

    Have a good week! Work hard! emoticon
    1068 days ago
  • v DEWADDICTNOMORE
    Ability is what you're capable of doing. Motivation determines what you do. Attitude determines how well you do it. -Lou Holtz
    1083 days ago
  • v DEWADDICTNOMORE
    Awww......thank you!!! I agree it sounds like we have some things in common. I am looking forward to getting to know you. I am here anytime you need me :) emoticon
    1088 days ago
  • v TRENTDREAMER
    Welcome to SparkPeople!
    1090 days ago