I don't know your story or how easy it would be for you to take a step back from your drama, but if you can possibly do so, that would certainly help! Stress and drama have caused me plenty of grief as well, so I hear you..........but now is the time to stand up to those stressors and sources of drama! Often those come in the form of relationships (that's been my case all too often, sad to say).........remember to give yourself the gift of time to care for *yourself* *before* dealing with others! It's like when flight attendants tell passengers to put their *own* oxygen masks on *before* doing so for their child(ren)..........you can't help others unless you help yourself first!
So many of us have felt the way you do now, but have *not* given up! Please know that you are *not* alone and are in a great place for support and information!
Also, remember that this is *your* journey and *you* have the ultimate control over your success! As that saying goes...... "don't let the turkeys (or stressors or drama) get you down"!
I saw your status that you are really wanting pizza very much! Have you tried smart ones pizza! It is pretty good. I loved Pizza! However, I am enjoying being able to say no better since it affects my weight. Ha! Best of luck, my friend. 1355 days ago