Thanks for the sweet words! I'm glad that some of the strangeness that runs through my brain isn't that strange at all. It's kinda comforting knowing that other people have the same struggles. It somehow makes the journey seem less daunting. Especially when you find someone who has not only gone through what you have, but overcame it. There is this overwhelming feeling of hope. Like "they are just like me, and they DID it, so I can do it!". All I know is I can't wait to be an "after" story.