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I am a single mother of a 12yr old girl. I am losing weight not only for myself,but I do not want my daughter to grow up with the same unhealthy habits as myself. I am setting my first weight loss goal at 60lb. In total, I have 130lbs. to lose..WOW!! It seems so overwhelming. I have lost weight and gained it back a million times in my 32 yrs of life. I recently stepped on the scale and was immediately humbled,disgusted and depressed all at once. How did I let myself get this way? Where and ...
I am a single mother of a 12yr old girl. I am losing weight not only for myself,but I do not want my daughter to grow up with the same unhealthy habits as myself. I am setting my first weight loss goal at 60lb. In total, I have 130lbs. to lose..WOW!! It seems so overwhelming. I have lost weight and gained it back a million times in my 32 yrs of life. I recently stepped on the scale and was immediately humbled,disgusted and depressed all at once. How did I let myself get this way? Where and when did I lose total control?! I hit the BIG 300LBS.!!! I always told myself I would never let myself get that big. Well, here I am at a place where I said I would never be. I am ready to take control of my life and finally feel comfortable in my own skin again. It will be a long and bumpy road ahead. If I can just find the motivation and keep that momentum going then maybe I may actually be able to obtain my goal. The food cravings are out of control and all I think about is what do I get to eat next?! As sad as it may sound I am sure there are others out there who can relate. I have a stong will when I put my mind into something. I am ready to accept this challege and dig my self out of this FAT HELL I put myself into.
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GOING2LOSEIT
1/9/2008 11:35:00 PM

Hi, I just joined today and am part of the 30 something team as well. Would love to be your friend and hopefully help one another. good luck!



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SLEEPYGIRL677
1/7/2008 12:13:31 PM

Hey Girl,

I think everyone is really shocked, upset, and pissed off at there self when they have that wake up moment. I think I said everything that you just said, more than once. I am let down with myself too. BUT, We can change it. It's only time. A friend that I work with and I both need to loose a lot of weight too. So we will be going through it too. I do the same stuff that you do, and probably every other over weight person out there. If you ever need to talk or just vent, you feel free to drop me a few lines. I think what helps me, is to know other people out there ( unfortunately) are going through what I go through every day. You are not alone. Good Luck. You can do this.

Shelly



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MARIELITA1116
1/4/2008 10:25:35 PM

Just passing by to say HELLO... keep going and don't give up! =o)



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MAMAOFTWINS
8/30/2007 3:02:02 PM

Hi,

I just joined the 30 something moms team. I just wanted to stop by and say hi and wish you the best. You can do it. I can tell in your profile letter that you are determined this time and I know you will reach your goal!



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MOVETHESCALE
8/24/2007 1:36:56 AM

Hi Mel,
Thanks for adding me to yourSparkFriends, and answering the questions. You are right, believe in your own ability to overcome anything. THe advice we give to others is also the same advice that is hard for us to do. Totally understand!
Its been hard at times to stay focused and not give up. Actually right now Im in that place. My weight has managed to stay around the same number 210=208 and just wont move. But I am determined not to give in. Sure somedays I stray, but coming on spark and the teams really does help.
If you have questions or need someone to talk with or just vent alittle, sparkmail me. My page is alway open for comments too.
GOOD LUCK
Dorothy



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