LOUISATHELAST

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I'm 26, in lousy shape, and sick of my weight quite literally holding me back. Every day I aim to blog about the things I've done RIGHT during the day, as I'm sick of my own constant negativity and self-abuse.



***Roll the Dice, by Charles Bukowski***

if youíre going to try, go all the
way.
otherwise, donít even start.

if youíre going to try, go all the
way. this could mean losing girlfriends,
wives, relatives, jobs and
maybe your mind.

go all the way.
it could mean not eating for 3 or
4 days.
it could mean freezing on a
park bench.
it could mean jail,
it could mean derision,
mockery,
isolation.
isolation is the gift,
all the others are a test of your
endurance, of
how much you really want to
do it.
and youíll do it
despite rejection and the
worst odds
and it will be better than
anything else
you can imagine.

if youíre going to try,
go all the way.
there is no other feeling like
that.
you will be alone with the
gods
and the nights will flame with
fire.

do it, do it, do it.
do it.

all the way
all the way.
you will ride life straight to
perfect laughter,
itís the only good fight
there is.


Member Since: 10/13/2009

Fitness Minutes: 2,568

My Goals:
-Lose 84 pounds by August 2010
-Run in a 5K on December 31st, 2009
-Next major goal weight: 185 pounds. This will put me in the "overweight" range for BMI rather than the "obese" range.


My Program:
I'm running 4 times a week and doing Pilates on the off days. I'm sticking to my alloted calories and eating more fruits, vegetables, and whole grains. And I'm being POSITIVE!



Personal Information:
I'm from State College, PA, and currently work as a tailor. In my spare time I like to design clothes for plus size women, and hope to have an online shop running soon.

I also suffer from depression, and have since I was a teenager. Right now I'm in a pretty good cycle, and hope to keep it that way through good diet and exercise.


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  • v GEORGIAGIRL26
    I wanted to say hi and congrats on the weight loss.
    Keep up the good work! I know you will get there!!!!!
    P.S. is Arthur your baby? He is so cute!!!!!! Holly
    1805 days ago
  • v JUST_DEBORAH
    Hi! How are you doing?
    2114 days ago
  • v LETELE
    Yes, there is an upside to being nauseous for 4 days! If only I had stomachaches more often, I never would have gotten this fat to begin with! :)
    2323 days ago
  • v LETELE
    Well, the date went fine. He is very nice and we hung out for a couple of hours. We will probably hang out again, but of all the people for us to know in common, he is friends/acquaintances with the last guy that I (very briefly) dated (who I do not like at all.) So that makes me feel weird, and besides, I just honestly don't think I want to date anyone right now. I actually do like being independent and doing what I want to when I want to. So....kinda weird. I don't know. I guess I'm just not gonna sweat it; if he calls me again, we'll see where it goes.
    2332 days ago
  • v LETELE
    I think I'm just going to use the chia seeds in smoothies and maybe sprinkle them on salads...maybe I'll try making a gel from them but it sounds kind of gross. Maybe mixed in juice? I don't know.
    2338 days ago
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