It was wonderful to see your smiling face on my page this morning, Laneisha. :) Welcome back!
I've been having a bit of a struggle this past month with the same back and forth you described, but as you said, I'm still here and that's progress! Another SparkFriend 1BEACHWALKER christened this month "Determined December," and I really liked that idea.
I hope your Sunday is a beautiful one, my friend. Be well! :) Gail